you were thousands of calories
you tasted great while i savored them
but you weren't good for me
it was so hard to burn you off and forget you
hard to hold back on my cravings
ive been battling so long to stop consuming you
now i dont want you as much i did
i pulled out my sweet tooth.

this feeling of nothing and everything
this pain to exist
the cold black bodied beast
at my sanity it feasts
until i am what i feel

this cloud doesnt make a sound
but boy is it loud
it fills my body and makes it dark
made with hatred, hurt, and propane
flames explode with a small spark
this cloud says its my friend
it hugs me and says it wont let go
and it doesnt till the very, very end

my plate is empty
the growling of my stomach that no one can hear but me
not even i know what i crave
i cant remember the last time i was full