I hear your words God how sweet they sound seating next to a child and mother as they frown. Singing praises to the Most High Glory be to God he is alive. I look around me how can this be I don't belong with these perfect families.  There beauty so sweet there husband's so dear. They still open doors and don't swear. I walk out the doors looking around everyone smiling. I feel lost and alone. Hi how are you I hear wishing I can say my husband's here look my children are with yours but only fear what good can I say but I'm lost not near. Hoping I'll open my eyes with a christian family.