Day after day
Constant infliction of pain
Your harsh remarks
I take to heart
You have no idea
How much it hurts
Because I go home to cry
Every night

We used to be best friends
But now we just pretend
Like nothing ever happened
I can see in your eyes
The anger you fail to hide
But I'm the one to blame
In this game of hate

What changed?
Is it me? Is it you?
Is it everything we've been through?

We've both stopped trying to make amends
I think we're better off not being "friends"
Cause we're too hurt
To make this work

It's too late
To change

I got the news about you today
I'm not surprised, she'd find out anyways
Though you try to hide it
They always find out the truth
They always discover the real you
I'm not even sorry
It's for her I feel the pain
Because you don't even realize
You don't even try

Look what you've done to us,
All the girls who thought they loved you
You've messed us up
You made us think your were the one
You won't even apologize
Just look what you've done to us

I used to think you'd light up my days always
I thought you were perfect, in every way
I bet you pulled that stunt on her too
You made us feel we weren't worthy of you
In truth, you aren't worthy of us

Years from now, you'll be a lonely old man
Sitting in an empty house
Maybe then you'll wish you changed
Before it was too late
Maybe then you'll realize
What you could've had
What you would've had
And maybe then you'll regret
What you did

You may have made us happy
For one little moment
But I think we've said goodbye
Too many times
So this is it
Maybe then you'll realize
What you've done
To us

"You're playing him
You don't feel the same
He's gonna get hurt
And you're to blame"
That's what they all say

But they can't see
There's so much more to this than me
For once in my life
All I care about
Is making you happy

Maybe it's true what I'm doing is wrong
Maybe it's true I've loved you all along
Maybe it's true that you don't know what you've got
till it's gone
Maybe it's true there's nothing I can do
To make things between us the same

This is my fault
I shouldn't have kissed you that day
But I can't undo
The horrible things I've put you through
Please forgive me
For pretending
For making this fantasy
Of a world with only you and me

Tonight was the night of my life
The church was lit by candlelight
As everyone sang Silent Night
We sang of Jesus being born
We sang of hope restored
And as I stood there by your side
I knew somehow that is right
We're meant to be, you and me
So hold this moment, don't let it go
Keep it forever, and always know
Tonight was the night of my life

Tonight was the night of my life
As we sang out in the cold
Everyone joyful, young and old
Each held their own light
Every smile shown bright
As we laughed like old friends
I felt the warmth of you again
Now I know, I never truly let go
So keep this memory in your heart
Hold it always, don't let it part because
Tonight was the night of my life

Tonight was the night of my life
Each voice shouted out praise
Jubilant in God's name
The bells rang a merry tune
The clock will toll twelve soon
We talked just like old times
And when I looked into those blue eyes
I realized that I love you
So live in this moment while it lasts
Before it becomes a part of the past because
Tonight was the night of our lives

Whatever happened to forever
Something about it faded away
Those promises you made will never come true
Cause we'll never be the same
I expected more than this short ending
I didn't know there'd be this pain
Now I wish I'd seen it coming
If I'd known, I wouldn't have stayed
If I could go back to when I met you
I'd change that October day

I know friends and love have a season
They come and go for a reason
But I just wish you never came
You lit up my life for a time
But somewhere down the line
You turned it all to gray

I'm always sad to say
That you and I have history
What I saw in you is a mystery
And for your future girlfriends, I'll pray
But wait, who would love you anyways?

I must admit
I miss our happiness
But I don't miss you

I must confess
I miss memories
But for you, I could care less

Whatever happened to forever
Something about it faded away
Those promises you made will never come true
Cause we'll never be the same
I expected more than this short ending
I didn't know there'd be this pain
Now I wish I'd seen it coming
If I'd known, I wouldn't have stayed
If I could go back to when I met you
I'd change that October day

Sometimes I wonder
If I imagine the way you look at me
It's like thunder
Rolling through the clouds
Making me doubt
That you ever cared for me

You're bringing me down
You're pulling me under
You're making things harder
Than they need to be
I just want to live happily
To break free
From this curse you cast upon me
But you've got me in deep
Deep in your trap of insanity

I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
But I was caught in your loving
I knew better you wouldn't always be mine
It was all so ovbious
Why was I so blind?

Now I can't breathe
You've got me so far under
I need to leave
But you've got me in deep
Deep in your trap of insanity