"You're worthless" they say
A day later I'm an angel
"You're my best friend" they say
A day later I'm just another classmate
"You're special" He said
And I believe Him
Because God is the only one I really trust

People always ask me what's wrong
And I say I'm tired
Always.
Ha.
But it's true.
I'm tired of being an option
I'm tired of being a second choice
I'm tired of trying to fit in
I'm trying of failing at it
I guess I am
tired

"If you love something, let it go"
That is BS.
That saying is the biggest lie I've ever heard.
If you love something, don't you dare let it go.
Because it will not come back.
Even if it wants to, something will stop it.
If you love something, you hold on to that thing so tight that it can never leave.
You hold on to it for as long as you possibly can, drain every ounce of love out of it, because one day, it will be taken away.
If you love something and you let it go, it's your fault if you never see it again.
If you love something, please please please hold on to it.
Don't let your love go.
You may never get it back.

You say you're accepting
Yet you hate people who are different
You say you're kind
Yet you exclude me
You say that you're normal
Yet no one is
You say that you're honest
Yet you tell all these lies

Don't leave
Keep fighting
You are beautiful
Someone loves you
We all love you
You are worth it
Never think that you are less than perfect

The dark whispers
The light sings
This world of wonder
Speaks to me
It says I'm special
It says I'm free
Obviously the world doesn't know
What it has done to me
It has torn my heart
Ruined my mind
Stolen my friends
From behind
It has taken my purity
And beaten it down
Until I have no more
Than a broken frown
This world
It is cruel
It uses my life
As its fuel
It's says I'm free
But I know that I'm not
This world controls me
But not my thoughts

People always tell me
That they feel like they're breaking me
When they give me a hug.
In reality,
they're not crushing me
But putting my broken pieces
Back together