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Mar 2014 · 213
What I've Lost
Caroline C Mar 2014
I can feel you slipping away
And with you goes my heart.
With one last breath you leave me
And I’m lost again
So lost

I can feel my own cold shoulder
Melting at your touch.
But it’s not real, the trust is lost.
This moments not eternal

What I’d give to have you stay with me
To never lose you in sight.
And I’d stop crying every night
From the weight of all I’ve lost

A part of me is missing
A gaping hole here in my chest
Can’t you see it, can’t everyone?
I can’t seem to see anything else

Only with you will I be whole again
With you I won’t be lost
What I’d give to have you back again
To gain back what I’ve lost
Jan 2014 · 198
I'm Left
Caroline C Jan 2014
I don't know anymore
if I'll ever be okay
with the choices I made
and the you that I missed.

I don't know anymore
if I'm glad I know you
or wish I never did
and I can't decide which is worse.

I don't know anymore
where the pain starts
and where it stops
it might not even have an end.

I don't know anymore
whether keeping you in my life
is making my pain worse
or the only thing keeping me sane.

I don't know anymore
if I should keep my mouth shut
and not tell you what plagues me everyday
or let you know and watch you walk away.

I don't know anymore
because I love you.
But I can't love you.
Because you're not mine,
not anymore.
You're her's.

And I'm left,
loving you,
to no end,
now knowing,
that it doesn't matter how you fall,
what you fall on,
or why you fall.
It's called falling for a reason,
and you will end up broke.

And I don't know anymore,
if I'll be able to pick up the pieces.
Jan 2014 · 173
Make a Choice
Caroline C Jan 2014
I can feel you lie to me.
It shakes my bones,
It utterly destroys me.
You were supposed to be different.

I watch you hide her,
See as you scramble to cover up.
Lies
Lies
Lies
Will just one more hurt?

I thought I knew you.
I was wrong,
I never did.
But you know me.
That's the worst part.

You know me,
You know the insides of my heart,
the depths of my soul,
and you don't want any part of it.

Stop denying,
Stop promising,
Stop apologizing.
I know it won't make a difference with you.

I wonder,
if you had to choose,
Would it be me...
Or her?

I can't do this
with you
anymore.
Jan 2014 · 500
He Lied.
Caroline C Jan 2014
"Baby, I'm not like the rest." He said.
"Don't you trust me?" He asked her.

She should've said no.
She should've said no.

"Baby, I'm not like the rest." He said.
"I love you." He told her.

He lied.
He lied.

— The End —