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Carla Michelle Apr 2014
And there may be no easy
way to tell you
that you're a *******
mess.
You're everywhere
though
it seems like you're
absence in space.
And,
if we're being blunt,
then make it known
that you're like
a storm that has taken
my home.
Though here we are,
we just lay.
Pulling my hoodie
above the brain.
And with the time,
you gave me to ponder
I made it known that
I was merely the
cloud
that has been dying to find
my own little sky,
inside of the storm,
she ignited.
**But, you're still a ******* mess.
And I can't stand
not being able to
not stand you.
Carla Michelle Mar 2014
1. There he was, sitting at the end of the hallway
with his apple flavored "100%" natural juice box
resting in the palm of his immature hands.
He let me use his super 57 pack of Crayola's today.

2. He ****** Lucy last week. They say he wasn't
in control of his mind. Although, he still came to
visit me at the clinic yesterday, and told me that
he had saved me some for after I've made progress.
Since then, I've gained three pounds. He said
"You're glowing, and I'm sorry."

3. Someone once told me, "The one thing
you'll love more than anything, is a man
in a suit." Maybe getting a diploma wasn't
the only thing on his schedule,
because ****, he did look
ravishing.

4**. Toes to head, I stared, at him.
As he took those nervous steps through
the isle, even if I wasn't supposed to be peeking.
I still had time to find my something blue,
though, he was so distracting,
I forgot to borrow it.
Carla Michelle Feb 2014
There it is, a feeling,
that leaves your fingertips
trembling in such thrall.
Never did I hand you such
permission to enter the realm
in which I resided, and
place your grimy hands on me,
and push.
My head tries to fathom
exactly what you
have deemed upon me,
though, it
simply cannot.
Take your hands
off of my body,
for I cannot acquire such
pleasurable aesthetics.
Mentally nor physically
can I take you,
though, I must.
*Because God,
you're the most
beautiful head **** I've
ever had.
Carla Michelle Feb 2014
I'm sure it was a piece of art,
the letter you wrote,
the words on the paper
you probably brought it to life.
I didn't do it,
because I'm glad you didn't.
Carla Michelle Feb 2014
ap·peal /əˈpēl/
           (V).*          
I never thought I'd get caught in you
especially in this way.

There you were,
you laid there
I saw not your face
but the creases on your back
your skeleton took me
in harmony.
And it's if I had found
the cursive scripture
of your bones in the ripples
of your morning skin.

There I was,
wondering if I had even
made a slight movement
that I would harm the scene.
Maybe it was cotton, polyester
between us and the
**** charisma underneath
but it built such
awe in the vessels of my body
as it did*.

I didn't need to touch you
to get caught
in the monument that
is you,
Before the day had even started
Before the night had wanted to say
goodbye.
Carla Michelle Feb 2014
I am a woman, who seeks for dependence in independence.
You are the absolute, solid synonym of independence.
I am the pages of a book that I have yet to discover.
You have already finished my memoir.
I have naive eyes that fall a bit too short.
You have bold eyes that can be made uneasy.
I fear of the world and its cynical motions.
You fear the thoughts that ponder about.
I read the words that I touch and that have touched me.
You grasp words and ****** them, in intimacy, not conspiracy.
I feel independent in the mere twist of a definition.
You feel the dependency and you cradle it.
I feel soft skins caressing my body,
and I take it as dependency inside of independence.
You are the words I touch, the letters I hold,
and the perfect line between antonym and synonym

I speak.
Carla Michelle Jan 2014
There is a line.
Although we lack the
mere knowledge of
even the whereabouts
of this line.
"When does one cross the line?"
When I reach into your bag and
take what's rightfully yours?
When he puts his hand under
your blouse without consent?
When you fear what you want
to tell someone
may come off as "demanding"

"When does one cross that line?"
I'm so done
with being
curious.
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