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1.3k · Oct 2014
Surrendering Memory
Carla Boulos Oct 2014
Listen to my heart whimpering
As I write to you from its broken melodies
The only memory I have from you.
Songs that lack rythm in your absence
Can't seem to embody my current expressions
As nakedness revolts through my reality
And reminds me of all those scars
That paints my body with dead colors of autumn.

Listen, to the song repeating itself in my head
Like the abandoned vinyl still playing
After a suicide
Yes, suicide.
A suicide that our love has committed
In the land of hopes and dreams
Where the music never spoke again
But remained as a beautiful memory
That completes the painting.
860 · Oct 2014
Unforgiven
Carla Boulos Oct 2014
Burning sunshine
You haunt my mind
Roses are red
Tears left to shed
Butterfly kiss
Mine to miss
Loving soul, green eyes
Don't go, save your goodbyes
Blood and bread
Where are the dead?
Wine and sugar
Eternal lover
Eternal curse, eternal love
Bliss from heaven above.
Angel wings, broken soul,
My love, our tale is to be told.
638 · Jun 2014
Changeling
Carla Boulos Jun 2014
This is what you deserve, what you seek.
Travel well, this is the story to tell.
A girl knocked my door, begged for forgiveness
I only needed a bitter soul to make me better.
I slammed the door and listened to her weep,
Gently, sweetly, freely facing her reflection.
Birds flew on the summer sky, sailing for freedom
While we were seeking a place to hide,
Poverty ate us alive and,
We were buried in our complaints.
How long do you think this will last?
Of full power and complete control?
I'll take a guess of things growing worse by the years.
I met a homeless old man not a while ago,
So calmly, he whispered to me his last words:
"When I was young, so much younger than today
And war was all we would talk about, life seemed a better shelter for all of us.
We looked for each others and longed for peace."
His eyes still open, his hands in mine,
The beating of a heart, so lonely, so weak
Stopped and finally ended the pain.
And so I whispered back:
" I'll seek for your immortal soul."
His freedom called death upon him.
Meanwhile we're going slightly mad.
At the sake of our sorrow,
Man is selfish
Man wants money, wants it all.
Man demands destruction, infinity.
Man seeks himself.
Tell me now big shot,
How many of you feel really alive?
602 · May 2015
Weeping Moon
Carla Boulos May 2015
Listen to every drop of rain soothing your madness,
As she rambles on with her unspoken beauty,
My eyes sparkle with every drop of sadness,
And I can't seize to exist in this shattered reality.
In the dark windy night,
I hear the holy with might
Lifting my miseries to up above
To lend them a lesson of great love,
Still she sits in her golden throne
Stripping the choas off my bones
And angels are there to draw me once whole,
Dancing with my heavy and worried soul.
And so with every drop of rain
My lips shan't surrender to spoken pain
For I dare not shed a tear
Because the day of the sun is near.
I miss sharing my poetry. And so folks, there you go.
577 · Oct 2014
Noisy Conscious
Carla Boulos Oct 2014
A fool, I can't say
I am. But come what may
Angels, Butterflies
Strangle above these lies
I try. But I'm scared
That like the others, you will fade.
Close your eyes
And say your goodbyes
To your demons and Gods.
Listen to my whispering
Listen to my crying
Your love is a suffering
I'm in love with it
With every bit of it.
What are you afraid of?
Of my eternal love?
Green eyes, I'm under your spell.
Is it paradise or is it hell?
485 · Aug 2014
Rose
Carla Boulos Aug 2014
Shiny boots of leather,
Black lipstick, ripped clothes,
Soft as a feather,
And wild as a rose.
478 · Aug 2014
Absence of Fear
Carla Boulos Aug 2014
Tragics. Anger.
Sadness. Bitter.
Death. Immortality
Tears. Scream.
Call my name
Let me embrace your demons.
I'm yours.
Yours only to beg of mercy.
Don't surrender to Memory.
Forget it all.
Tell me your secrets.
Reveal them all.
Drag me with you to Armageddon.
Don't lose control over your emotions.
**** me.
I am your enemy and lover
Burry my soul in the dirt
And touch my heart to break.
I am never coming back.
Live it.
460 · Oct 2014
Pain
Carla Boulos Oct 2014
You haunt me..
I'm out of breath.
You call my name softly
It's you who left.
I shiver, I cry
I'm looking for you
In the air, I'm high
Enough to find a clue
The pain won't stop
My death is near.
In my head you pop
Like a ghost in fear.
450 · Aug 2014
Echoes
Carla Boulos Aug 2014
I imagine myself among the planets
Trying to fill in the last of us
In a heart shaped magnet
And souls in lust
I see my fears in bliss and joy
With voices that I hear
I sink in eternal void
And the lights surrounding me
Lean back for my soul
To suffocate my mortality
Turning me once whole.
Feeding me a new kind of vengeance
In this world of madness
Your shadow follows me wherever I go
Like a sonnet in the sky
You will forever know,
How blind was I.
441 · Jun 2014
Eternal Love
Carla Boulos Jun 2014
Be who you want to be
Be who you should be.
Fall in love with all the mysteries in the world
And seek for every unknown secret to reveal.
Ignore the Criticism and reveal your imagination
For that's the beauty in a soul looking for freedom
Tell yourself what you want to hear
And reveal people's masks and lies.
Tell me now, look into my eyes and whisper your deepest fears
For I will be your shepherd, your only ears to listen.
Listen closely to my darkest thoughts and my silent weeping
I am who you have been waiting for, I am your inner soul.
Your inner chaos and your hiding place.
I am you.
433 · Aug 2014
Under-23
Carla Boulos Aug 2014
Listen well to your clock
Ticking your life away
And search for some luck
Come what may
How art thou so perfect?
In a world of destruction, of chaos
Your fate, you should have met
And brought back our loss.
Our land is yours to take
You've controled over
For your mortality is at our sake
And all the secrets you'd like to discover
Won't ever bring back your life.
From the grounds of hell,
I will tease you with a bit of fright
And prayed for my bell.
424 · Jul 2014
Silavi
Carla Boulos Jul 2014
No more than fear
It all was clear
Fast heartbeats, flying rock stars,
I looked afar where I saw a flying car!
When I tried to touch it,
I was held by a fire I lit.
Hey! Isn't this Jim Morrison?
Following us on the the desert sky?
Like the story of Babylon
Two souls shared a lie
Tripped on the snake to the other side
I saw reality melting in front of me
Like a diamond our eyes were shining
Reflecting our spirits on the reincarnated stone
Where my thoughts and conscience are released, revealed.
By the power of the so called beast,
The echo of my mind,
Told us it was our time.
I found this note in my notebook, I kinda like it. It's a bit funny and trippy. Hope ya'll enjoy it !
351 · Jul 2014
The lie I tell myself
Carla Boulos Jul 2014
I will try to translate my mind to you
In a way you will never understand
When you figure it out by yourself
And tell me what I said made you feel
I'll look into your weak eyes
I'll love you tenderly,
We'll share the music, share the lies
Then you'll see through me
Like a whole in the skies
Of the kingdom beneath me
Try to search for your reflection
Don't let anyone destroy you
Like a lack of affection
Even when your mind won't know who.
Forget the hidden truths,
And silence your mind
Reveal your youths
Touch my lips and I'll make you mine.
348 · Aug 2014
Twelve-22
Carla Boulos Aug 2014
Let's write a poem
Amaze this crowd away
And let them see what's broken
In their world of pain.
We'll show them how we won
We'll live on the sun
Lift our poetry in the skies
And leaving this world of lies,
I scream your name in melancholy
It had to be you
It had to be your eyes
The main surrounding of my poetry,
You're the void of dawn
You're the echo of my voice
I wish you'd know
How much I missed you
When darkness hid me
From your eternal sunshine.
So listen well my victims,
Witness my words of mercy
And free yourselves from my unchained prison.
315 · Jul 2014
My only one
Carla Boulos Jul 2014
It''s 4 am now,
And my eyes won''t blink,
I''m drunk on you baby
And I can''t stop it now.
I pour myself some wine
Smoke my thoughts away
And listen to myself weep
While the stars are here to stay.
I tried to see the world as it is
But the sky was empty and lifeless without you.
And me, my soul was missing you.
I crave for your sweet silence
And I hope you come back home
Let me feel what the eye can''t see
Tease me with a bit of dim light.
And in the darkest night of all
I will wait for you on the other side.

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