Carla Boulos

Carla Boulos Aug 2014

Tragics. Anger.
Sadness. Bitter.
Death. Immortality
Tears. Scream.
Call my name
Let me embrace your demons.
I'm yours.
Yours only to beg of mercy.
Don't surrender to Memory.
Forget it all.
Tell me your secrets.
Reveal them all.
Drag me with you to Armageddon.
Don't lose control over your emotions.
**** me.
I am your enemy and lover
Burry my soul in the dirt
And touch my heart to break.
I am never coming back.

Live it.

Carla Boulos Aug 2014

Twelve-22

Let's write a poem
Amaze this crowd away
And let them see what's broken
In their world of pain.
We'll show them how we won
We'll live on the sun
Lift our poetry in the skies
And leaving this world of lies,
I scream your name in melancholy
It had to be you
It had to be your eyes
The main surrounding of my poetry,
You're the void of dawn
You're the echo of my voice
I wish you'd know
How much I missed you
When darkness hid me
From your eternal sunshine.
So listen well my victims,
Witness my words of mercy
And free yourselves from my unchained prison.

Carla Boulos Aug 2014

Rose

Shiny boots of leather,
Black lipstick, ripped clothes,
Soft as a feather,
And wild as a rose.

Carla Boulos Jul 2014

The lie I tell myself

I will try to translate my mind to you
In a way you will never understand
When you figure it out by yourself
And tell me what I said made you feel
I'll look into your weak eyes
I'll love you tenderly,
We'll share the music, share the lies
Then you'll see through me
Like a whole in the skies
Of the kingdom beneath me
Try to search for your reflection
Don't let anyone destroy you
Like a lack of affection
Even when your mind won't know who.
Forget the hidden truths,
And silence your mind
Reveal your youths
Touch my lips and I'll make you mine.

Carla Boulos Jul 2014

Silavi

No more than fear
It all was clear
Fast heartbeats, flying rock stars,
I looked afar where I saw a flying car!
When I tried to touch it,
I was held by a fire I lit.
Hey! Isn't this Jim Morrison?
Following us on the the desert sky?
Like the story of Babylon
Two souls shared a lie
Tripped on the snake to the other side
I saw reality melting in front of me
Like a diamond our eyes were shining
Reflecting our spirits on the reincarnated stone
Where my thoughts and conscience are released, revealed.
By the power of the so called beast,
The echo of my mind,
Told us it was our time.

I found this note in my notebook, I kinda like it. It's a bit funny and trippy. Hope ya'll enjoy it !

Carla Boulos Jul 2014

My only one

It''s 4 am now,
And my eyes won''t blink,
I''m drunk on you baby
And I can''t stop it now.
I pour myself some wine
Smoke my thoughts away
And listen to myself weep
While the stars are here to stay.
I tried to see the world as it is
But the sky was empty and lifeless without you.
And me, my soul was missing you.
I crave for your sweet silence
And I hope you come back home
Let me feel what the eye can''t see
Tease me with a bit of dim light.
And in the darkest night of all
I will wait for you on the other side.

Carla Boulos Jun 2014

Eternal Love

Be who you want to be
Be who you should be.
Fall in love with all the mysteries in the world
And seek for every unknown secret to reveal.
Ignore the Criticism and reveal your imagination
For that's the beauty in a soul looking for freedom
Tell yourself what you want to hear
And reveal people's masks and lies.
Tell me now, look into my eyes and whisper your deepest fears
For I will be your shepherd, your only ears to listen.
Listen closely to my darkest thoughts and my silent weeping
I am who you have been waiting for, I am your inner soul.
Your inner chaos and your hiding place.
I am you.