I'm excited for you
At the same time I'm not.
I'm scared of loosing my best friend,
I'm scared of you leaving me.
I want you to be happy in college.
When and if you go
A piece of me will go with you.
You'll always be my best friend,
Maybe even something more
But we'll never know.

I'm staying here
And you're not.
You don't want to
But we want you to.
You could do such great things here,
But you don't want to stay.
I do t care what other people say
Or what they think;
You are who you are
And that is amazing.

I've know you all my life.
This year we got really close
And I loved every second of it.
When you told me you got accepted
I was secretly hoping that you wouldn't go.
I want you to be happy,
But I don't want to loose you.
You made my senior year so much better
And I can't think of you not being here.
I don't know what I want to do in college
You do, and I don't want to keep your from that.

I'm too scared to tell you all of this,
I really don't know what you'll say if you see this.
I don't want you to see this.
I broke down once in front of you,
And I don't want to do it again.
You are my best friend.
You'll always be my best friend,
Maybe even something more
But we'll never know.