To live in a foundation that I've built for mysteries to travel into the walls and every room. No memories to reminisce.

My heart and brain burn out from wasted ideas and feelings that won't ever bring the presence of light from the bedroom to living room.

I box my self in my love seat because I find it easy to know that only I will keep myself company during this milestone in my life.

I smoke every time I think about you, it eases me. The only picture in this room are my lungs; black.

Expressions easily read,
Attention mistakenly substituted for distractions or attractions,
To be wanted
To feel connected
The same expressions sold the idea of a perfect reflection
Society's only voice is thru wireless connection

Every other day I become heartless
I've given my love, prove it shown my loyalty and distance has cost me heartache.

My mind plays pictures of what could be but only I see it. I saw a beautiful future with a soul that was handcrafted by God, made a promise to God & myself that I would honour her and protect her if he kept her in my life.

At this point in my life I am willing to break my promise to God,embrace more sacrifices for her but she leaves me no choice but to walk away from my dreams for us.

I wish I could spoil her with my ideas and future plans. She claims we are opposite and priorities are not aligned. Maybe one day she will return but I've given up but still love her and will never love anyone else.
I'd rather wait a lifetime or live a life with a reserved heart.

The muscles that form the curve of your lips,
the heights of your cheeks and your dimple dip

Confidence is a blessing and to most, intimidating

The way you place your feet, its a shame
not to admire,a fierce leading idol when her presence speaks,

American house, picket fence and
pedals at her feet,

What impression her charisma gave,has left me speechless and impaired to all who seek

A permanent commitment of growth
Strength knowledge and wisdom waxed and positively twisted into the main stream.

Unique & rare is what you are to society. Bold and brave is what you stand for.
A lioness leading this jungle like world, marking her presence to protect not harm.

Informally blindsided by you. You remain loyal to your pack as I roam searching to return to mine and be home.

When I think about you I look forward to see you and meet you again tomorrow. To treat you everyday the way you deserve. I know our generation doesn't practice nor believe in long distance but I know the value and the price to pay to have you in my life forever by my side.

I know how much I'd love to engage myself in your everyday life but if I can be the reason you smile everyday  and remind you that you are smart, beautiful and how much I support you then I am your best friend.

To be a silent distraction in your life is what I intend to be, to apply pressure only against your lips everyday to greet you as while as easing your mind with kiss reminding you that you are my center, you are the one who makes me whole.

I wonder if our words tend to stick in the back of our minds, or do we say what we say at the moment because now a days when we speak we don't think we speak to reply ignoring to process what was said.

Staying in touch is the hardest thing. my fears and exceptions about you always win.

The hardest part is not being able to share with only you. In reality I fear I will lose you forever and time will continue to move because you've robbed it from me. Not intentionally but there is a stronger attachment ,physical being.

Your footprints on your heart will only be a memory to keep me alive. My tears will only remind me that I am adapting to another way of life.