i‘m sad to be sad in this beautiful world

    mother earth

I just wanna
FLOAT
On the ocean
Drifting away
Letting myself go
Into the unknown
Which can only be better
Than this

My smile is extinct
Never to be seen again.
Lost somewhere on the way
When I was left alone.

Alone to fight the demons
Draining the soul out of me,
Leaving my smile behind.
Only thing left, the dark.

a ghost I am
my soul left me a while ago
no one realizing
thinking it’s still me
but I’m gone
forever lost
hope nowhere to be found


how could anyone help me anymore
don’t know where to start
if I try, I fall
   I fall deeper
       I fall deeper
                   deeper
no exit
stuck
inside
full of pain