My fears haunt my reality

My nightmares live to see day

I cant wake up from this horrific dream

Oh so endless it seems

The thought of living with no connection to my soul

Like a beautiful plant who cant grow

I just want to spread my wings and fly to the corners of the globe

yet my nightmares will return

the fear in me questions if theres anything there

That there is nothing beyond this plastic reality

this plastic reality created by man to bring smoke to my vision

So out of fear i stand still

Out of fear i tell myself it is unwise to walk into the smoke, into blindness

But my highest thought knows that i cannot remain at this standstill

For those who choose to walk into the smoke with fear, that smoke will b your reality

For those who walk into the smoke knowing its not really there

will b able to blink thru the smoke and b able to see once more

being strong is simply opening yourself to the worst pain and not letting it show

all i ask now is that you all bow your heads while i release the pain i feel

the anger, the depression, the fear, the anxiety, the sadness, and all the other negative feelings that i harbor everyday but choose not to release into the world

look away in my moment of weakness that is the only gift you can grant me

in your hands lies my merry christmas

I am the epitome of love

my love is light that shines so bright

my light shine upon all of the ppl which i meet

most cant handle the brightness of my existence

so they shield their eyes and never look directly into the light

 

There was a guy who thought that he could handle my light

but was afraid to try and fail

so i dimmed my light so that he may directly into my love and see

but witholding my rays of love did nothing but burn my soul

But one day he saw my love for what is truly was

and felt as though he had to look away for he was not worthy

 

but i say this onto all those who read this note

to take heed and forgot not these words

 

You were created the Ultimate God

There is nothing greater than the love he has for you and therefore

there is not greater love than you

Your love is the ultimate

Your light is pure love

Love for yourself is a love for God

 

love yourself and then there will be no light too bright for your eyes to see

for those who never learn to love themselves will live in nothing but darkness

How is possible that so many of us can feel so lost in this world simutaneously?

How is it so easy for us to forget our most deepest desire and where we want to lead ourselves?

As long you can picture where u want to be you can never be lost

As long as every action you take is pointed in the direction of who and where you want to be,

then no turn can be wrong

If you learn that your last turn took u away from that

then your last turn could not have a been a "wrong" one for it help you learn how to get you to your destination

So if you arent sure how to get where you are goin

Get lost

It may not get you where you are goin directly but you will know what every turn entails

If you kno all the ways not to go then you surely you arent truly lost

So worry not when your path seems strange

Its nearly impossible to get lost if you never stop movin

The day my eyes opened to the true life that I live was not the day most call birth

My minds true birth into this world came through my realization of what God truly is

God is love, love is light, and light is me
And I will forever more be a small light of God on a huge spectrum of the magnificence that is this world

When you find the light and love of God in yourself, you then find the light and love in others

You can look at someone and see their light shining within their soul

And finding true love is just the realization that the person you are looking at is not only a wonderful and beautiful life in itself but also that their light is nothing more than the exact reflection of your light as well

Once you have come to that realization, then you will realize that your love and the light of your life was never in question, only that you had yet to see it for yourself

And the light that emits itself from the both of your souls combined is what keeps the world turning, and the wind blowing

It's the brightest light that you may ever come to see

The truest love, in the truest form to be witnesses by the hearts that have opened themselves up to such a light will bask in it's wonderful rays and praise it

...because that love is nothing more that God in his most beautiful form