I saw a quote today and for a second just a second I thought about you while reading it. I can see how you’ll smile in my head if you read this but I think before you do you should know it was how I know that we’re over because now when I see you I’m more in love with my memories of you than you yourself.
I cannot believe that I could ever be pushed, I cannot believe that I could ever be beaten, I cannot believe that I could ever be pressured, I cannot believe that anything but life can do this all and damage me so infinitely.
to one day no longer crave your attention but the next want nothing more than your mad love. But I never claimed to be anything other than dysfunctional.
towards you for once and it wasn’t something I was used to but that’s not to say I wasn’t liking it. To be able to wake up without you on my mind was such a new feeling and I was falling in love with it. Then I heard you had some new girl and all of a sudden you were in my dreams and I was crying every night again.
that I couldn’t predict it that I never knew it’d happen like this. I swear up and down how he wasn’t to blame, that we both played a part. Only the last one is completely true. What can I say except I’m a liar and you should never trust a girl in love?
all of these things along the lines of ‘to tell you the truth’ and ‘if I’m honest’ but maybe that’s because I’m a liar and these are my confessions. So let me admit one more thing and that’s that it was without a doubt entirely my fault when I fell in love with an ******* who tasted like ****** personally made for me.