I know I shouldn't think about you
But i am.
Thoughts of kissing your face
And holding your hand
I'm at the spot
where we first met
And no I haven't
forgotten yet
How it feels
to hold you close and
What part of me
You like the most and
Your presence
Haunts my dreams and
It's never
As good as it seems yet
Something about you
Keeps me here.
Thinking of you and
Wanting you near.
You never said
A proper good bye
And all those feelings
Were not a lie but
I don't know
where we stand so I
Play it cool and
Just pretend that
You are not
On my mind and
I know I shouldn't
Think about you.
All the time but...
I am.

I look just like
another girl,
My hair all done
A string of pearls.
But inside is
a heart of steel.  
No misconceptions,
I know the deal.
I hung with boys
and we played rough.
My heart's been broken
it healed back tough.  
I've been here before,
I'll walk these miles
With my lady like manners
and my sweet Texas Smile.

Find the beauty
in the pain
and watch it wash away.

Take the pain
makes you feel
helps you know what is real.

Forever changed
Not the same
Refuse to play the game.

One less thought
One less stop
One less day of shame.

I thought you wanted me
but I've done this before
Where I start to catch feelings
And they head for the door
So confused by my choices
So sick of this place
So tired of my heart pounding
When I see your face
Erase all the memories
Convinced they're all lies
Ignore that look I thought
I saw in your eyes
I will just keep going
But the hard truth is
It's hard to pretend
That you don't exist.

Finding love
is hard for me
Forever single
Is what I'll be
I start to fall
and get too close
They hit the breaks
Then hit some hoes
I leave them be
Then one day
"I made wrong choice"
Is what they say
Pushed away once
is all it takes
to relive
past mistakes
My standards high
Demand respect
I know my worth
And still yet
Loneliness comes
Late at night
and sometimes feelings
are hard to fight
True love IS
What I want
No need to lie
No need to front
Enjoy the chase
Not rush too fast
And maybe one day
It will last

I find myself
Here again
Down and broken
Looking within
Where did I stray
From this path?
How do I clean
This Aftermath?
How do I keep
From THIS again?
Where am I going?
What's the plan?
I'm tired of failing,
I CRAVE success.
I give it my all
I try my best!
Yet circumstances
Beyond control
Effect the way
Life's dice roll.
So I pick up the pieces
Dust off the dirt
And I keep on trucking
No matter the hurt.

The intensity of your eyes

Your sweet little lies

The girl I despise

The softness of your touch

The way we….

I want it so much

Feelings felt by the weak

Awkwardness when we speak

From Outgoing to meek

Can’t play with my heart

Emotions still play their part

I knew from the start

You were Trouble