I don't believe you when you say you love me,
So I don't believe anything

Hours fly after nine
Mind screams and tries to hide
Fingers hold on for the ride
Heart beats and kills time
Eyes dead set and always up
Toes cross and ask for luck
Wrists bound,
Untie with sound
Head packs up for underground

Hot water, lights out
Ten, eleven, twelve
I always come back again
My stomach, rolling and rolling
Pushing and pulling
Yelling and smashing
At me
Should I be sorry?
"The winter is just messing with me"
Messing with my head,
While I'm messing with the heater
I'm playing with my life
Just trying to be sweeter
Messing up the sheets,
Pulling them closer
Scratching at my skin,
The ceiling all in colors

Save me with your safety
We both know
Maybe I'm wrong,
And I'll find out late,
Maybe the silence is kind of okay
I second guess, but I feel it in my bones
And I need you like cars need stop and go
Like a light in the sky,
Blue and unknown
That's the air between us
Just as long as you call,
It's cool

I'm not easily convinced,
Unless I'm the one doing the talkin
I'm not easily obsessed,
Unless it's somethin that's gonna be worth it
And I know how to kiss
But only when I really feel like it
Baby I'm the best
But only for real lovin

Stab me,
Oh baby just **** me
Take all I said in a moment of trusting
*******, throw it back at me
Prove me right again, lemme have it
Toss my head around, fantastic
Nail me to the wall,
I'm bleeding, but laughing
Make yourself sick
With your lie soaked spit
I'll still get what I want
You may be a quitter,
But I'm not

Maybe crazy, never stupid
We might think twice,
But we'd never do it
And like daisies to the sun, we grow