I need you

Cold showers like summer
Head hot and heavy
The alley is so pretty
Sweet sticky strawberry air
Bare backs, legs, put her there
This is the real kind of June gloom
When its really winter and you miss her

I asked him if he cares
He asked me what I said
I wonder if he'll ever start putting sheets on his bed
Ripping up my clothes never felt so good
And a million bucks says
She'll never know

Wow
Friends
She dressed up
And I didn't
"I'm mad about a lot of things"
I thought about five
He can't be what you need
If he's eighteen

Hard to dress up
And put on a show
When  my supporting actor is in the third row
And tonight when he sees me
He'll give me a wink
And I'll smile so sweet
N' get another drink

So sick of this and that
And movie endings always being bad
And this back and forth
Through a cracked door  
And knowing ill never trust again
And my mom turning the lock
But she can't really walk
Cartoon characters take your place
In this white bed
And my aching head

I will never know why
But I was in the alley tonight
Not our alley, no
The alley
Where we became
The last time I held your hand
When you were sober