And you stood, and watched,
And watched as you were thrown.
To the ground you fell, and
Into a million pieces, broke.

Goodbye, memories, goodbye,
For tonight is brand new.
You were right all this time;
But now: a memory.

And you sat, broken, sobbing,
On the ground, a puddle forming round.
A pool of tears, but
Those were my tears, not yours.

Our little secrets,
we hold them so dear,
so close,
never to lose them.
But then they grow,
and they grow,
and they consume us
whole.
We hold them dear,
because it's hard to share,
impossible, in fact,
without care.
Secrets,
ours, now theirs too,
so easily spread, like the flu,
cannot be retracted.
Removed.
But if you do trust,
and you must,
because without trust,
relationships are nothing,
then share,
and watch, and wait,
as you see your trust break.

What is loneliness to me, that I should be
Plagued by it, and feel its drag.
Nay, I shall say, when it calls to me,
To join it in misery. I shall be free,
A wandering spirit.
Lost? Never. How can I be lost
When I'm not meant to be anywhere.

Why stand I at your battlefield.
Why do I stand. Why.
Why should I, weep at your grave.
When you're nothing I know.
When you've caused me hurt.
When my friends fell for you.
Who stole them from me,
Who made me fear.
Who gave me up so long ago.
What do I gain from your loss.
What can I do, to recover them.
What must I do...
Where have they been buried.
Where, my memories...
Where!? Answer me!
How can I live in such misery.
How can I endure such pain.
How will you feel...

Watching me steal what you treasure,
Making your life a mess.
I should flee. Flee this battle,
For the battle... can carry on.
Without me.

For you, you, dear Fear,
I have given up so much,
Lost all of those things.

For you, Fear, my friend,
I have chosen to remain,
Silent, and be mum.

You Fear, have caused much.
So many happenings, so,
I have lost, my smile.

You turned my smile, mine.
You, Fear, turned it upside down,
And made me worry.

You made me woeful,
Sad, depressed, and blind. To what?
Blinded to the joys.

The joys of life I,
I would have had, those I might.
You turned me around.

You made me realise,
How cruel society,
Was in my own head.

Those lies you fed me,
Scars, now unremovable.
I hate you, really.

You crushed me, my dreams.
You made me stumble, fall down.
You placed those hurdles.

But I cannot hate,
Not you, at least, for it was,
It was me, myself.

I must be blamed. me.
It was I who created.
Created you, I.

I created something,
Something that dragged me down. Down.
That caused me much pain.

So I will, destroy,
That creature I created.
*To the void with you!

It's going to be over soon.
Just stop resisting.
It'll be painless. Go.
Go with the flow.

Let the currents take you.
Don't swim back.
There's nothing left,
nothing behind you.

Lose your worries,
Drop those cares.
Float to the surface,
Somehow, it's safer up there.