“ Sometimes we wander wondering the reason of our lives

Bleeding to death but the answers still unknown

Finding the guilt instead that we falter on this treacherous journey

We embarked with a hope to find a light at every dark corner

But it’s the darkness that enshrouds the luminescence

But sometimes……….



We find Some one in the way that ends our quest

Quenching the prolonged thirst ,satiating the craving and finally

…………………..we embrace our last breathes………………….



When all the dissonance besieged this peaceful sanctum

& made a hole in my impervious harmony I build so far

I had nothing left that time of what happened in retrospect which snatched

Myself from me, the soul from this body, cadaverous and pale I were to be



For the reasons unknown I feel threatened and dare not to live again

I saw out a of the window broken just like myself and found the reflection

My ravaged skin, my torpid lips my watery eyes and dumb mouth….and bleeding soul



IN these treacherous times you walked in

Just like first drops of rain on the driest of all

Like the first gush of winds in the quietest of all

And the first rays of light in the darkest of all



I remember that night when the moon was full,

As if bestowing some magical

I didn’t even care, for I was deaf and blind to such chimerical

It was I conjectured a festival…it were to be

I saw revel  and  I was trying to be in a reverie

That was so unbecoming for a life that had restrained pleasures



Some time while passed, I was standing under a Light caged in glass

Looking at the sight ,I hear the screams of my sadistic past

Rolling down were my tears ,I heard the footsteps saw the moccasins

Stark  yet shiny, and on the fore head that was in my vicinity

Mirrored perplexed lines of why and suspicion



I never backed off ,I was ready to face the “Incoming Whatever”

I was ready to fly off the handle ,and resort to what This being had always learnt

But……..

When I felt your touch at my shoulders. i doubted my reactions

My hands stopped so did my anger

The night was cold ,shivering was I of fear and tender



Our eyes become four ,only mine had waters yours splendor

My bare came closer and closer and I felt your arms around

Warming the moment ,inviting the pleasure

Suddenly you had become a lemma in every strings of words I wrote

A gentle kiss alighting the moment, so surreal ,throbbing fast my heart

A stallion galloping in the ranch Unbound and stoical

“In the darkest of all ,finally I saw a light, wherein there was no pretence,

Finally I saw a life who was born to be mine ,not only in this time but eons of times

To eternity…I salvaged  did i?, No I WON IT I was happy



In your abode I felt the shelter that I was deprived

I was salved in the bed when you behind me ,touched not my body just

But my soul…

I had the sun that I Longed for, I had the person whom I finally  lived for



In this short lived happiness I lived many lives

In this brief moments with you I had learnt the purpose of mine



“in the epitaph not shall my name be inscribed

But time I shared with you…………(date I was born to infinity)

I died long before you came….

I know one day you shall come to see me and look around

The same way you met me before, but till how long you could hide yours tears

O dear one….



I fetched you for long, but you never came, I cried for you long

You never showed up, may my soul be the messenger.

I know you found me,..lying this time..

Without regrets but with a smile I was bestowed

YES BESTOWED…MAGICAL AND CHIMERICAL I now care for……

Draped In white in brides gown I were to marry you,

But it seemed the conjugal paraphernalia shall be a heavenly affair……

I never have dreamt of ,but literally it so happening…around me ..around YOU!!

How cruel and selfish  is the world around me

Ogling at my helplessness shamelessly

The uSury and profound villainy that so unrelenting

In Shambles and crumpled are my hopes

To see my self besieged with travesty and blows

There  aint any outsider to blame

Neither do I expect divinity from a total stranger

My life seems to be jeopardized  by actions of  nobody but a man  

Who is next to me and has always been a reverend



Nothing seems right now, nothing seems to be in order

Every piece of mine is ravaged and I am fallen

Who to blame I don’t know, perhaps who sired me

And forgotten the early promises made to see me grow

The ink that inked the first few pages with words like warmth grace and ethos

Perhaps now have been bewitched ,spewing malice and indecency from thereon

From whom to seek  answers from ,  perhaps  who is absolute to me

My talks a little ecbatic till now ,  for they just fail every time to derive the whole

“Two strange souls cradled by the same fate just meet in a voyage of lifetime. first the eyes ,then the lips the  arms & then the body embraces with one another. Meanwhile, a promise is weaved ..a promise not to let each other go whatever happens.. not just a tryst between two beings but two soul chosen by the fate to love each other..Cursing along the somber their eternal journey …little do they know on this Ocean of tranquility , a storm awaits that would delineate a new destiny in their lives. The moon which is always Luminescent has made ties with the fire of hell today…has turned red perhaps damming the ravage that will be flood soon..but they are Oblivious to this Omen .busy as ever to invigorate the other significant..For them its still a bright day, their eyes gazing the azure of the blanket in which the whole Atlantic is draped…

At far north the ominous forces are opening the gates of hell..the ship has finally entered the Spider’s web…Meanwhile the two divine souls still holding each others arms are walking together, standing together, for they know it has to be this way..Soon the time has its own way..the ground underneath them started to vanish in the avarice of water..Screams of innocent souls can be heard nearby..chaos, panic has flooded the whole ambience..Perhaps the time is laughing at them and them.”

Amidst somewhere in this vortex of annihilation.. the couple is holding tight let this wreckage be their haven. the warmth of   love is perhaps  mauled by the cold fear of uncertainty. their voices shaking as their future…”FOR THIS DAY I NEED YOU THE MOST,FOR THIS DAY THE FATE HAS BROUGHT US TOGETHER,FOR THIS DAY WE SHaLL STAND….FOR THIS DAY WE HOLD TOGETHER..FOR THIS PROMISE SHALL NEVER BE BROKEN”………..REMEMBER THIS MY QUEEN..AND PROMISE ME YOU ARE THEre WITH ME IN THIS …o..or… even I die..You never leave me…”..NOW ITS TIME FOR ME TO  GO…YOU WILL FIND ME IN THE STARS.KEEP LOOKING ABOVE ……………….

… a hymn  that shall echo in SERENE  Atlantic..for every soul that crosses over ,it’s the hymn that earmarks for Optimism .faith and love……