“ Sometimes we wander wondering the reason of our lives
Bleeding to death but the answers still unknown
Finding the guilt instead that we falter on this treacherous journey
We embarked with a hope to find a light at every dark corner
But it’s the darkness that enshrouds the luminescence
But sometimes……….
We find Some one in the way that ends our quest
Quenching the prolonged thirst ,satiating the craving and finally
…………………..we embrace our last breathes………………….
When all the dissonance besieged this peaceful sanctum
& made a hole in my impervious harmony I build so far
I had nothing left that time of what happened in retrospect which snatched
Myself from me, the soul from this body, cadaverous and pale I were to be
For the reasons unknown I feel threatened and dare not to live again
I saw out a of the window broken just like myself and found the reflection
My ravaged skin, my torpid lips my watery eyes and dumb mouth….and bleeding soul
IN these treacherous times you walked in
Just like first drops of rain on the driest of all
Like the first gush of winds in the quietest of all
And the first rays of light in the darkest of all
I remember that night when the moon was full,
As if bestowing some magical
I didn’t even care, for I was deaf and blind to such chimerical
It was I conjectured a festival…it were to be
I saw revel and I was trying to be in a reverie
That was so unbecoming for a life that had restrained pleasures
Some time while passed, I was standing under a Light caged in glass
Looking at the sight ,I hear the screams of my sadistic past
Rolling down were my tears ,I heard the footsteps saw the moccasins
Stark yet shiny, and on the fore head that was in my vicinity
Mirrored perplexed lines of why and suspicion
I never backed off ,I was ready to face the “Incoming Whatever”
I was ready to fly off the handle ,and resort to what This being had always learnt
But……..
When I felt your touch at my shoulders. i doubted my reactions
My hands stopped so did my anger
The night was cold ,shivering was I of fear and tender
Our eyes become four ,only mine had waters yours splendor
My bare came closer and closer and I felt your arms around
Warming the moment ,inviting the pleasure
Suddenly you had become a lemma in every strings of words I wrote
A gentle kiss alighting the moment, so surreal ,throbbing fast my heart
A stallion galloping in the ranch Unbound and stoical
“In the darkest of all ,finally I saw a light, wherein there was no pretence,
Finally I saw a life who was born to be mine ,not only in this time but eons of times
To eternity…I salvaged did i?, No I WON IT I was happy
In your abode I felt the shelter that I was deprived
I was salved in the bed when you behind me ,touched not my body just
But my soul…
I had the sun that I Longed for, I had the person whom I finally lived for
In this short lived happiness I lived many lives
In this brief moments with you I had learnt the purpose of mine
“in the epitaph not shall my name be inscribed
But time I shared with you…………(date I was born to infinity)
I died long before you came….
I know one day you shall come to see me and look around
The same way you met me before, but till how long you could hide yours tears
O dear one….
I fetched you for long, but you never came, I cried for you long
You never showed up, may my soul be the messenger.
I know you found me,..lying this time..
Without regrets but with a smile I was bestowed
YES BESTOWED…MAGICAL AND CHIMERICAL I now care for……
Draped In white in brides gown I were to marry you,
But it seemed the conjugal paraphernalia shall be a heavenly affair……
I never have dreamt of ,but literally it so happening…around me ..around YOU!!