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C Jacobine Oct 2013
A timely observation; complacently inscribed,
finding truth in aberration and restitution in denial.
So long conversely spoken, unmentioned but believed:
to live without intention and die conventionally.

With wide consideration, the bearer must unload
a prideful commendation: what glory in control!
Internally awoken, vehemently believed:
to live without conventions and die intentionally
C Jacobine Oct 2013
I'd love to defer conscious thought for a while
and exist only simply, independent of mind.
It beckons a question of lucidity by species,
to which I'd suppose that none truly are,

despite wholly hoping to release all control
that I claim to not have and have not, not by choice.
If only I could ignore structured design

                                        I wish I could design
a Structure without structure
that runs
and saunters like lovers on a warm summer evening
hypnotized by the other and existing only simply,
woven in the other's arms
C Jacobine Oct 2013
Hello, Nightmare.
It seems our paths are linked, for a time,
and I shall endure your company so long as you endure mine.
But withhold your persuasion, to pervade my conscious mind
lest my fears suffer inflation and your motives shall unwind.

Keep your nature hidden, or subtle at the most.
To adherence you are bidden, or seek you a new host.
I'll settle for the ******* of a parasitic ghost
for I am short of comrades and parsimony lost
C Jacobine Oct 2013
Don't tremble, my love
for there are no endings.
And even your fear will decay into dirt,
lost and forgotten,
becoming the foundation from which-
-new lives bloom
-every life blooms

At the ****** of pain, your tear, as it falls,
diffuses into the pallet of design,
unobserved, from now through yesterday-
-to quench the thirst of descendants
-to trickle over the face of the Earth as her own tear-
-as it is

Don't tremble, my love,
for the air will not warm for your comfort.
You have only you
and all the kings and Gods, stars and beasts
will never have you-
-not like you do
-not like I do

You may tremble, if you like,
if you feel bereft of comfort.
But it won't be restored
unless you take it yourself
C Jacobine Oct 2013
Unraveled by uncertainty,
overlooking the scape of ambition
from the precipice of desire.

Oh horizons...  and the wind breathes deeply
and valleys depress
and horizons recede while the landscape approaches
        me, still marred by uncertainty,
and chasing horizons into endless morning

The plumes and bulbs recoil in hesitation,
hiding their beauty in wary caution from the stranger that I am.
And for their hidden quality and my own unyielding speed
I cannot stop to notice the deeper unmarked treasures
of immediate permanence

But through my hubris and their reservation
a trickling smell lingers of softness, beauty and love to be taken
for and by senses, so that they may be immersed, even temporarily
in fleeting bliss
C Jacobine Oct 2013
Where might I be
in my last breath?

When the ongoing sunset fades into darkness
where absent stars twinkle, ignorantly,
and the oceans drink and ruins crumble
in eternal, perfunct serenity,
for there will be no dawn,
where might I be?

At the unmaking of history when origins die
and the land masses curdle and cover the sea,
when Poseidon emerges to reclaim his rites
while Hades laughs gaily, where might I be?

When time falters truly over caesura
-If "when" it can truly be considered to be-
And the void calmly beckons for matter's fair soul;
when the ellipse quietly loops, without warning,
and darkness pervades over freedom and truth
that cannot exist ingenuinely
for nothing remains except nobody,
if 'be' I can be, where might I be?


At the end of the pages, where the margins dissolve
live creatures of forethought creation who choose
to acknowledge the limits of what they control,
or not, says their God, says the author, says I.


For every soul, a collective demise.
And a needless debate o'er if preconceived.
But the truths I create are the truths that will stand.
And so, at the end, here is where I am.
C Jacobine Oct 2013
In tedious fashion, as uniformly descried,
stumble these thoughts with bumbling pride.
And though they would, in sequence, march fluidly,
each solo intent breaks tangentially.

A web will insert with some links between chains
And focus diverts into scattering trains.
Manifest indeed, your yield must unwind
in cacophony, useless to the mind.

Don't think these excuses and don't think me excused,
nor elaborately spoken, nor plainly confused.
I push full comprehension in a manner unwise
because thoughts about thoughts are a thoughtful demise
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