One day I will kiss the stars;
The ones you told me I could reach sometimes,
But held my hand too far away for me to touch.
I will caress them with my whispers;
The ones you dismissed through your own arrogance,
And didn’t want because they were not in your possession.
One day I will marry the stars;
The power is gone, you cannot stop me.

This is something I might share with you-
to feel close to you ; we are sapiosexual like that.
And we may talk and share and talk and share
before I feel the goodbye approach like the late train,
Expected, tinged with my hope
that tonight you may fall desperately in love with me.

And we would talk into the night and you wouldn't care about getting up the next day
simply because you wanted to grasp moments where we were connected.
That night we could have sweated under covers on the phone
As we sweated under covers when i gave you something to stay for,
Your own selfish desires, you id.
Just as you did when you sent me home after your release
and after times when you didn't, but never looked me in the eye
to tell me with your looks that you loved me.
Oh I resented you for it; honey
just want me like I want you.

I like you most with cracks;
there's a reason shells are so easily broken.
Nothing that is for proof is for truth,
Vulnerability is not a weakness.

and shells are necessary to our protection,
but we are the most true versions of ourselves between sheets.
that said it is your whole that i am falling in safety with
slowly, at first