im turning in circles
you know what i mean
the things you do
are unclean
anger overcomes me
i just want to scream
my heart breaks for the you you used to be
break those bonds and set yourself free
life comes at you~fast as a light
the road you are choosing
just isnt right
sitting here by you
breathing the same air
knowing your choices just doesnt seem fair
here and now the decisions youve made
from crimes commited
debts unpaid
change your mind
dont take that path
for if you do
all you will see is wrath

Your life's cut short- We sure had a lot of fun
When I think of you- I see the rising sun

Dynamic noise- The bass breaks the ground
Dance all night- Always ready for another round

Glitter is flowing- Like dust in the air
We were creatures of the night-We would go anywhere

As the crowds were forming- The lines were quite long
Of all the things we were doing- Nothing was wrong

Bright colors and lights filled each room-
We watched each other as our night began to bloom

Darkened corners- Upon the fluffy couches we'd fall
Our bodies outstretched- Our legs in a sprawl

The music flowing thru our veins- Me Pixie Stix- You Kandy Kanes
Oh the fond memories Ill remember all of my days- The fun times we had in the height of our craze!

The twists and turns our lives have brought us thru- We both have come out on top, and we now have clear view

a cry escapes me
from my lips it came~

fear consumes me
in torture theres no real pain~

sins against those
who have loved you the most~

your pride is destroyed
the pride you used to boast~

wounds without blood
in our hearts may never heal~

your actions and thoughts
within your fate you seal~

shame and disgust
you bring upon us all~

change your ways
we dont deserve to endure your upcoming fall.

Sick, twisted, coming undone
Tangled, scarred, trying to outrun.

Screaming, shouting, always a fight
Running, hiding, youve blinded my sight.

Crying, begging, pleading NO MORE
Gnashing, cutting, bleeding with gore.

Searching, praying, for a world thats new
Sawing, cutting, breaking ties with you.

If I say yes- do you know what that means?
Ill own your body, your soul and the blood in your veins.
With my answer- to me you will owe-
Being mine, my possession you will not be my foe.
The laughter we share- the love will be bold
The stories will be endless as they unfold.
The voices we hear in the darkest of night-
Will be ours as our passion and love grows beautiful and bright.
Tomorrow- my love- my hand you shall hold-
Arms around mine, together we will grow old.
Master of mine, I own you free and clear-
I shall treasure you and keep you in good cheer.

I write to heal and I bleed my pen
The words flow thru me and not out my skin
Razors and blades dont forget the knives too
I remember the times the only color I saw was blue
Life has gone in a circle and has very much calmed down
No longer the need to run, hide or skip town
Forgiving myself was the hardest to do
He gave me hope and helped me break through
Sleep comes so easy and the nights arent so long
I do things the right way and Im not doing the wrong
My past has been coverd, my past has been cleaned
Thank you Lord for helping my family who intervened
When the light in my soul was all but snuffed out
I had to make changes without a doubt
Thankful for seeing what went wrong
Having the sight to sing a new song
The path that leads me is straight and narrow
I am happy now and free as a sparrow
Decisions come smooth
Living right can soothe
If you make mistakes
In your dreams are miserable snakes.