I am worth something
I know that
But I don’t live like that
I like to be bruised and scratched
In the end it only makes me stronger

I want better
But I also want you. I want you to be better for me, but I know that you will not change. Not for me at least, no matter how hard I tell myself otherwise
But I can’t leave, it would hurt to much.
I don’t yet understand what I deserve
But I know it’s not this
My heart is too fragile to hear,
More mockery come from your mouth.
I’m lost for words,
You? Your words were honey turned to tar. Sweet at first but then very dark.
I don’t know how it came to this,
but I can’t partake in it.

I want us to be perfect
But this isn’t the world we live in
You don’t get what you want
You play your cards
As best as you can
if you even can at all