Every time I open my heart
I remember why I closed it to begin with
Every time I fall a little harder
You laugh in my face and I run away
I run away so far, I forget about it all
But not the nasty words you say so
Aimlessly, no those, will never leave
I don’t want to regret letting you in,
Ive never been so vulnerable and open
Don’t be the reason why I cry,
Be the reason why I opened my heart again.
Be the reason why I’ll never go to such dark ends.

My brain is the craziest puzzle of all
I thought I had it all figured out.
Turns out I don’t,
Not even close.

Hey you know I love you
Sometimes I hate you
My mind craves you
Every aspect of you
I want more and more
Of you.

My body glows
My mind wanders
But never into the garden of apples
For I know where I belong for now.
I could never leave..
My body glows where I am.

I was shown I am no one special
Not enough to make you stay..
Didn’t give you enough..
But it’s not like I even could of.
You wanted things I will never have
You broke. And now I am left broken
So Thankyou, for showing me the truth.

The right person will love all of you
Put the past where it belongs
But what you do now
Is what builds where you will stand
Throwing fire into fire only intensifies
So instead nurture and water

You get what you put in
So make it worth something

With someone with no taste for good things
You surely will not suffice
For one with good taste they will as well
Do not expect diamonds from rotten apples
You will receive what you are given
Nothing less, most definitely nothing more.