Hangin' around the dark corner of my rooms and sangin'
my face is young, but my soul is old, and my heart is anti-aging
young love brings nothing new, but these true feelings are old and ancient
there's nowhere else that I can go, I am a Bedouin
These are nice dreams,
that I'm having
where at night I hold you close, but I'm screaming
cause' I wake up
in the darkness
thinking about you
till' the day break
Lying around in the dark, saying,
"What's he thinkin'?"
Thinking about you every second without blinkin',
I cried day and night, all these days filled with suicide
Cause' I die in my mind from time to time,
I'm a grim reaper,
I'm a dreamer
Goin' in out and, and in and out of these things
I'm a sleeper,
I'm a keeper
Cause I keep you in my mind for these strange things,
strange reasons
And the seasons
getting colder,
getting wetter
getting older
I feel so much joy
thinking about that grave
that I already dug,
A big hole for me,
and no hope for me
falling endlessly,
while I pretend to sleep
I feel the shadow and the ghost of your body next to me
I want to touch you
in the darkness
cause' we're lovers, and we need to feel, don't need to see
feel the kiss
of your sweet lips
locked and loaded with candies and peppermint
cause' you're so sweet
but so cold to me
I'm making out with a stone wall endlessly.
I'll never again reach new heights,
never again say goodbye,
never again say good night
when you watch me from your eye
you're the monster in my third eye
you're the creature in the 3rd aisle
in my heart, you're thread now,
could've been a textile
now I just feel exiled
now I just feel stressed out.
Now I just feel x-ed out.