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shadowsoul Feb 18
You're never alone when you live in the past.
Because then, it starts to live with you.

I know none of them give a **** about me
yet they still live in my head
some things never die

I go seek out my revenge
for something I held onto.

And I'll cause
all the damage in the world
with my grudges.
shadowsoul Feb 18
I have so many eyes inside my head.
I can't even write a story
without them judging me.
shadowsoul Feb 18
Hangin' around the dark corner of my rooms and sangin'
my face is young, but my soul is old, and my heart is anti-aging
young love brings nothing new, but these true feelings are old and ancient
there's nowhere else that I can go, I am a Bedouin

These are nice dreams,
that I'm having
where at night I hold you close, but I'm screaming
cause' I wake up
in the darkness
thinking about you
till' the day break

Lying around in the dark, saying,
"What's he thinkin'?"
Thinking about you every second without blinkin',
I cried day and night, all these days filled with suicide
Cause' I die in my mind from time to time,
I'm a grim reaper,
I'm a dreamer
Goin' in out and, and in and out of these things
I'm a sleeper,
I'm a keeper
Cause I keep you in my mind for these strange things,
strange reasons

And the seasons
getting colder,
getting wetter
getting older
I feel so much joy
thinking about that grave
that I already dug,
A big hole for me,
and no hope for me
falling endlessly,
while I pretend to sleep

I feel the shadow and the ghost of your body next to me
I want to touch you
in the darkness
cause' we're lovers, and we need to feel, don't need to see
feel the kiss
of your sweet lips
locked and loaded with candies and peppermint
cause' you're so sweet
but so cold to me
I'm making out with a stone wall endlessly.

I'll never again reach new heights,
never again say goodbye,
never again say good night
when you watch me from your eye
you're the monster in my third eye
you're the creature in the 3rd aisle
in my heart, you're thread now,
could've been a textile
now I just feel exiled
now I just feel stressed out.

Now I just feel x-ed out.
shadowsoul Feb 18
I'm the grim reaper
trenching on this earth
to those I hate,
I give death.
To what I love,
I give birth.
I am a lost cause.
I am no one now.
So let me grab your soul
by the neck,
and tear it all
the way down.

I am the root,
I plant the seeds,
I squeeze the blood
I build my deeds
I have the rags,
I am the flesh,
the innards are raw
the meat is fresh.
I till, and till,
the waters still
the air is nil
I start to drill
and fill the fields
with all I feel.

Your death is fake,
but the pain is real.

I reap with Saturn,
I sow with steel.

Your misery
is my favorite meal
I love the taste
the human zeal
they taste like krill
I love to ****
my *** appeal
rolling down hills
cause' I look like

dead bodies
falling high,
out of hell,
into the skies
onto my land,
of sorrow
and woe,
I love my ***
I can burrow more,
to bury the saints
and save the ******.
Work in progress.
shadowsoul Feb 18
my heart in a desert
the heat melts my mind
the pain heavy like iron,
and water hard to find
i carry all this weight
i travel far and wide
searching for an answer
to the pain i feel inside

i don't know how to feel
all of these chemicals
i will bleed out toxins
and it will be fatal
my heart in a desert
i will make you hurt
i will make you bleed
to take your iron with me

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