pupils dilated
I see the core of innocence
in you
blood drops
I see what contains life
in you
tears
I see the sorrow of humanity
in you
looking at your body
and your heart covered in thorns
I finally know
why I fell in love
with you.

words smudged across paper
a pen that can't write words fast enough,
little tears on the edges
words rejected by the hand that wrote them
terrible penmanship
again and again
I soak it up
then go and wring out my emotions

hopes are shattered,
dreams are gone.
and all that's left,
is the agony.
the person that was supposed to love me the most.
i can't bring myself to hate you, so
i hate myself instead.