I don't know what I wanna be
Should I fly like a bird or a bee ??
But I'm a human I have limits don't you agree
I'm gonna say some words for you to referee
Life isn't easy it stabs in the back
So don't lose your focus on the right track
Or let your heart become tainted black
And protect yourself from any hack or crack
I don't need to say it loud
Of what I'm, I'm very proud
I don't like to be in the crowd
But talking on the stage with a leadership sound
It won't change me if I have a car or a bike
Or if I have a lot of friends to like
Just if my capacities everyday spike
I would be more than happy and success strike
I'm finally starting to speak
And you want me to shut up and became weak
It's the end of my success you seek
You  ******* really had the cheek
They told me to have a good life
I need to have a car and a beautiful wife
Being a doctor or an engineer
I will live a good life without fear
I started studying since my childhood
Working hard more than I normally should
I was always the first one in the class
But in adolescence, I became like a shattered glass
I need to drink from water success
Even though I'm not smart or good at chess
I'm tired of talking and chatter
Recognition of others for me doesn't matter
I know I may look to you like a freak
But I'm just trying to know myself and speak
I'm not saying I will suicide
But I have to take a step and decide
Without a dream to follow
Food or taste, me or you, wouldn't swallow

Here I am surrounded by more than one
They think about me just if they want fun
I miss the days where I was all day happy
Today I don't know which is the friend from the copy
I don't know why besides me they walk
Although they aren't searching for real talk
Trying to look better or much smart
In your insult, they don't hesitate to take part
People say what they wanna say
They don't live with you every night and day
They will try any mean or way
To make you look awful if they may
By envy of what you have and possess
Not only ruin your life but they will mess
They thought you had it easy and nice
Without any hard work suffer or price
You will hear them shout behind your back
Saying you don't deserve it was just luck
So just shut the hell up and listen
I'm going with my words to teach them a lesson
If you have something to say keep it for later
I don't need you to like me you, ***** hater
You don't deserve my time for you to spare
So just grab a chair and wait for me to care

It does not matter anymore
He is above and I'm on the floor
If he can make her happy more
Then I will gladly take the door
It does really hurt in the chest
For me to think I was the best
And she is whom I can share the nest
But hopefully, it was just a test
It puts me on my knees
And there beside him she is
I wonder if she says please
Will I forgive her and forget my worries
Let her be, she wasn't the one
What was between us is done
She was with me for fun
And stupid me look up to her as a sun
My intention of love was real
But she treats it as a deal
She wanted me to kneel
Follow her and not to feel
I know now, I'm not a fool
She used me as a tool
What she did wasn't at all cool