Watching silently
Waiting patiently for you
To notice my tears

A hazy swingset
Blue eyes staring into mine
Saying I love you

The words I love you
Still echoing in my ears
A new scar forming

Old scars reopened
A hopeful second chance
A happily ever after

Our lives are like revolving doors
In the way, people weave in and out of them
Sometimes they pass by quickly
Other times they stay for a while
No matter if we notice or not
These people affect us
They make us wonder
They make us question
And they make us change
In little ways or
In Monumental modifications
Over time we evolve as people
Because of the people who have walked into our lives
If it was a negative or positive effect
We owe who we are today
To those people of our past

No one is safe from the words that escape our mouths
whether they are directed at you or not
they sting

Many those words were meant for the person saying them
they were some way of saying
I put up so many walls
that I can't even be nice to an innocent person

My wrath is not meant for you
even if it reaches you
it was meant for me

I am not even mad
Just lonely
in a spiral of building more walls
to hide from the world I avoid
to make it my fault that people don't like me

to give them a reason an a silver platter
so they don't poke around and tear me apart
to find the things I hide about myself

Remember my wrath
it is not meant for you
it is my way of pushing you away
because it is just easier