Her hair a black curtain,
Shielding the secrets,
the secrets he keeps,
The pain that he wields.

Flip the switch,
So I can't see,
You only wish and dream,
You can't tame me.
I'm wild,
Just not Free.

The father of my blood,
my creator,
He owns me,
he claims me.
My screams won't be heard,
so I lay silent,
My teeth clenched tight,
My eyes crying blood,
My mouth tasting bile.

I'm crying with desire,
Awkward love filled with hate,
My eyes can't taste,
But your blood looks golden,
And on my tongue it feels poisonous.

My face pale like the moon,
My eyes dark and empty,
My heart shattered,
I cry.

In this hurricane,
I fight my own pain,
I hate all of this stupid, worthless vain.
I feel of ptomaine,
I feel without a brain,
I love without gain.

Forget your smile,
Forget your warm eyes,
Forget the way you made me feel.
I can't forget the ways you changed me.
I can't undo the ache inside my heart.
You told me we would make it,
but you never said I'd have to fake it.