Awhile ago ,

You wispered to me 'i love you so' ,

Time passed ,

and I guess you could say not all things last  

No longer am I your own true one,

you made it clear we're forever done

Now there is someone new at your door,

so im here lonesome and sad , lying on our bedroom floor.

Sometimes I believe I'm not in the right state of mind,

you always said , 'theyll eventually  be fine'
  
i swear there's a scar on my heart, from when you left,

but for you my dear , I only wish the best

I'll miss you so my ex-lover,

      Sincerely, yours always and forever.

It's winter now my dear , and the cold makes me reminisce of summer and all the memories made. The memories that keep me smiling as if they were played on repeat like your favorite song. How falling asleep and waking up wrapped in your arms is all I looked forward to as I closed my eyes while i dreamt of you and me. My love I must say , these thoughts lingering in my mind are haunting me. Oh how its driving me crazy .  

But its winter now my dear and someone else is falling asleep and waking up wrapped in your arms. The cold reminds me of how you told me you hate winter and how everything seemed so sad.

As I sit here playing these memories on repeat like your favorite song , someone else is loving you the way I couldn't.

I learned to love another

before myself  

Which is why I love you

even when I do not love myself

and I understand that you don't

love me

because loving me is no ones

priority

not even mine