I hear your happy
How can you be
You hurt girls
Its what you do
And your proud?
Disgust
Hate
Pain
Those are the words that remind me of you
Your a pathetic specimen


I'm relieved were broken up
That relationship was a broken one way street
I'm just sorry I wasted so many years
Being your secret
Shhh
Don't tell
So many secrets
I know them all

Surprise
I'm reveling you for who you are
What are your true colors?
Not red for blood and pain
Not black for death and grieving
Not green for hope
Not yellow for light and life
But blue
For sorrow and sadness
Because your are blue
You are sad
You are sorrow

This is you
Like a beautiful flower
You pulled me in
But beneath your beauty there was thorns and poison
You poked me and made me bleed
You made me sick with your poison
But whatever
Your a thing of my past
Whatever

Her Face
Oh so Beautiful
The kind of beautiful that makes you stare
The kind that makes you become a better person
She changes everything
Everything about this life is dull and pointless
But that face

Her giggles
So cute and youthful
Every little squeak is adorable
Her tiny voice
Oh so cute
When she crys mama mama
It melts my heart

Lillys the only thing in my life
That makes me feel needed
Simple as that
She needs me
And I need her
When I'm around her
There's hope light and love
My everything
Lilly

This **** is getting so old
****

Wait, another girl
I'm not surprised
You don't care
Why should you
I only gave u everything
A roof
My virginity
A child

Good lord I hate you
So ******* much
You make me hate myself
You've ruined love for me

And now that I'm seeing light
I'm seeing someone who enjoys me
Loves my eyes my curves my laugh

I'm going to be happy
Cherished, adored, wanted
While your doing you
Being a *** ******* loser
*******

This has killed me
You and her
Why would you do this
Am I just a person unwanted?
Am I not good
Pretty
Skinny enough?

She's hideous
Compare me to her
Compare a rose and a rabbits ****
It won't happen

Being tired of me
is being tired of lite
Tired of joy and hope
I tried to make you happy
But you spit in my face
Again and again
How rude

Kissing my lips
Touching my face
You rubbed your hands
Up and down
My stomach
Goose bumps took over
Giving me a shiver
Your lips did wonders
Making me quiver
You make me soak
So ready and willing
I wanted more
Never stopping
Why did you make me stop