with you everything is perfect
apart from you, i'm a wreck
always thinking the worst,
i feel like i've been cursed,
not to fall in love and be happy,
but to die alone with nothing but regret,

she says its been fine without me,
we'll keep it that way,
she doesn't care,
and I'm not gonna lie,
ever since that day,
I've barley gotten by,
wanting to fall out of the sky,  
I'm losing sight,
no longer will i put up a fight,
I'm getting weaker everyday,
falling to the ground, no one can hear a sound,
ill be left, never found,
is that the way its gotta be,
we must wait for the future to see,
if we were meant to be...

Once i awaken, i feel the ground start shaken,
i realize he didn't come home last night,
which means there's gonna be a fight,
i don't wanna go home,
cause i don't wanna feel alone,
and there is no where to go...

staring up at the sky,
as the wind blows by,
wondering why,
i do the things i do,
you know how to get me in the mood,
don't push me away,
everything will be okay,
as long as u don't listen to what people say,
they try and turn you against me,
ignore them,
and their selfish ways
time is running out,
so, i scream and shout
and no answer,
unlock your door,
let me in,
as long as your love is true,
this is not a sin.....

I'm a lonely poet,
but know one knows it,
I'm in love, so give me a hug,
it's my drug,
when i try to deal, i don't believe it's real,
I'm tired of waiting for that right someone,
i can no longer feel the beat of my heart,
i need to breathe, i need a seat,
shoes off, laying back, relexed,
this car ride is filled with long lost memories,
ones I've wanted and waited to see,
but no longer care for,
what happened then, was great,
but now it's time to move on,
but how, when all i hear is our song...

my parents try to keep me away from you,
so i lie, cheat, & even steal for you,
in the end i don't want you to buy me anything,
ill chase after what i want,
not gonna give up so easily,
we've been through a lot, we've even been caught,
but in my opinion, it's just part of our story,
it's okay i know I'm out of style,
embarrassing at times,
my insecurities were hard to climb,
but i got over them,
wanting you and nothing more,
imagine us together along the shore,
hand in hand,
background music of your favorite band,
our feet in the sand,
in this moment, everything feels right,
then all of a sudden, day turns to night,
and i'm awake. to find we are in fight,
a fight for love...

i look at you,
you look at me,
my heart screams,
then it bleeds,
now i finally see what you truthfully were to me,
nothing,
nothing at all,
nothing but the wall,
but your touch draws me in,
over & over again,
you can touch me,
but i cannot do the same,
that is so lame,
i need someone to help me get through the pain,
i can't explain the things we do,
and the damage you put me through,
my friends say stay away,
it's to much drama,
when will this feeling go away,
and who's to say it was going to be so long...