My feelings consume yours
You've got me under a spell
Constantly unsure of where we stand
This is my own personal hell

If I push too hard I'll lose you
If I don't try at all I'll lose you
I've never felt so much
Why did I ever decide to choose you?

I'm glad that we defined things
I'm glad we made things clear
Because I don't want to share you
And I love it when you're near

You have ocean eyes, you know
They're deep, dark, and blue
They're seductive like the sea
But faithful, steady and true

I'm not one to take a dive
Deep, down into the unknown
I don't want to get lost
I might never find my way home

But I'll ease my way into the sea
I'll let the waves lick my soul
I'll breathe in the ocean spray
And watch the ocean make me whole

"You can beat this light beast..."
That's an oxymoron if I ever saw one
This beast isn't light at all
And its work is never done

I want you to be mine
I couldn't want you more
I want you to want me back
I only want to be yours

"You need new friends"
You say, as I explain my position
"Forget the old ones?"
I think as I make my transition

I thought you would be one of them
Thought you would understand
After they weren't there for me
I thought you had a plan

You had plans, alright
They just didn't include me
I shouldn't have been so hopeful
Because good friends don't come for free

You're acting like a baby
And i'm accepting it like a laissez-faire parent
But I deserve so much more than this
There are better ways that my time could be spent

I'm pushing you out and away
I've tried too many times
I can't sit here, struggling to patch things up
With you alone drawing the lines

You have nothing left to offer
Nothing that I could ever want
So don't try to come around now, or ever
My mind, you will no longer haunt

I'm done with the walls that you have built
After all that you put me through
And as much as I want us to be okay,
I deserve so much more than you