I feel so lost
And insecure
I walk through the world
Everything a blur
Since I can't see
I can't focus
The world is just
A great big place
That I can face
I hide away
Everyday

On our second date
At a rose garden
I said to you
"What would you do
If I ran away from you?"
You said "I'd chase and catch you."
So I ran as fast as I could
And sure enough you did.
You caught up and grabbed me.
Held me gently and kissed me.
But it was the only time you did.
Cause when I fell
So deep in love with you.
Catching me was the last thing
You would do.

The floor length mirror
Shattered
As she threw all her pain at it
It threw back
Cut her skin
The blood reflected
In the pieces
Beautifully
Finally she felt at peace
Laying on the floor
Hoping no one would
Open the door
"No one needs to see
The pain inside of me"
Her anger left her
Like the blood did too
And all she thought about
Was looking at you
She wished you could see
How terrible she could be
It was only an accident
Breaking the mirror
"I didn't really want to go
And now no one will ever know."

I can be fooled by a simple look
From your eyes, my questions shook
Inside my soul and like a book
They won't be shown
Unless they're read
They won't be known
Unless they're said
So please read the lines
That line my soul
If you have a question
I'll make it my eternal goal
To find the answer I'd do for you
But for me there's nothing you'll ever do

The birds chirp outside my window
The sun shines in to wake me from my pillow
The wind and with it trees are blowing
While the water on the earth is flowing
The kids play outside in the fields
Enjoying life cause innocence shields
It protects them from the real world
Happiness in them is pure it is not swirled
It has not mixed with any hardships
They have not experienced the darkness
The world is perfect to them
It has not yet had a chance to condem
They laugh and smile
Enjoying the peace as they run around for miles
But then they'll grow up and see
That the world is not all that it turns out to be
It's hard to do and hard to live
Some people take and others give
You have to know what's right
You have to know what's wrong
You have to see the light
And you've got to be strong
To get through whatever comes at you
And no matter what you have to do
Always do it for it might make the difference
If its what you believe you'll make that inference
And try to live your life to get to the end
So you finally get to where you're meant

The silence of this room
Echoes in my brain
While the flowers outside bloom
My life carries so much strain
The sun outside is shining
I'm in my bed and pining
For your voice to fill my head
So I'd stop forever listening
To the world outside glistening
And I'd stop wanting to be dead