Fake friends.
Horrid lies.
Backstabbing *******.
Sad eyes.
Lonely nights.
No sleep.
My own thoughts,
Are not the only reason I weep.

My eyelids are heavy from the hardships of today.
My heart aches.
For I know that there is no going back.
It's strange to think it's over.
Memories are all I have left.
But those memories will soon fade.
And I'll have nothing but sorrow and regret.

Don't try
And tell me you miss me.
When you never even tried
To acknowledge my existence.

People who say that love is forever,
Lie.
It's not forever.
It's only until something better comes along.

People who say that money can't buy happiness,
Lie.
With money,
You can buy antidepressants.
That's pretty close to happiness.

People who say death is a plague,
Lie.
Death is another,
More happy life.
Somewhere far away from the pain on earth.

Those eyes.
Those dark,
Mysterious eyes.
Full of memories
You don't want to remember.

Secrets
Hiding quietly in the corners.
Those eyes.
Tell stories
Better than words ever could.

I hate you
Not just because of what you said
Or did
Because when you come around
It reminds of the time I wasn't okay
Of the nights filled with tears and blood
You are so confused
As to why I won't look at you
The reason is this
When I look in your eyes
The memories of my brokenness and sorrow
Come rushing back
All too fast

Don't even
Don't you even dare
Say that you understand
You're not the one
Who's in so much pain
That you want to die
You're not the one
Who slices your skin
To try and **** the demon inside
So don't
Don't you dare
Say you've been in my position
Because let me tell you
If you had,
You wouldn't be here