I saw your picture
But it wasn't one of mine
You were smiling
Next to someone else's name

I've felt sick ever since

God bless true love
God bless us for trying

It's so easy
To find my hand in yours
It's so easy
To let you hold me
It's so easy
To tousle your hair
Know why?
Because I care.

I care as much as you
I asked you
   and you feel it to
You said it's incredible
It gives you a high
But it's all for nothing
I'm sorry...sigh.

JMA:
I'm done limping
I've found a mirror
The snow will melt now
My dear, my dear

JGM:
My tears won't water
The flowers below
We'll have to find something else
To make them grow

ALL:
Thank you for the love
The support
The hugs
   Enough now, enough
  
*Women, I'll see you in the morning

You don't care.
I've always been a game.
You had your fun
Because you won
And now you don't want to play again.

And here I sit.
Puzzle disassembled,
My pieces scattered.
I'm waiting for you
To come back.
To come play again.
Please come back...
I'll let you win

We laugh but's it not funny
we giggle but it's not cute.
**** hurts
and cuts burn.

I miss you
Come home.

Beer.
Within which you hide
And that which you drink.

I wish I could cool your mind
as it does your throat
as it slowly slides down.
I wish I could ease your pain
That burns in that liquor
in which you now drown.

It was real
And you got scared
But I'd hold you hand
If you'd hold my gaze.
Days and days
   they go by
Sit and think
   and wonder why.
How I let myself fall so hard
How I let myself believe
How I let myself think
You wouldn't leave.
Ha!
You were a dream
And I was a game.
Don't come back
   But come again.

And then we talk
And I hear your voice...
"You're too much a part of me
I could never let you go"
"We have too many plans
Too many places to be shown"
My pulse relaxes
My heart beats even
I remember
And you know
We're in this for a reason

And now I ask you
To fade away
Into a distant memory
Making me question
If we were
ever
      even
             real

I can't live like this
   In fear
   With anxiety.
I can't live like this
   Wondering
   Questioning.
I can't live like this
   The distance
   The doubt.
So sweetheart,
    We can't love like this

Reaching
Crying
Grasping
Pulling
Tugging
Gasping
Breaking
Falling­
   Back
   Away
   Out
   Somewhere

I remember you
As I hear this song

I JUST WANT TO TEXT YOU
I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU
THAT I MISS YOU
THAT I WANT YOU
THAT I CANT DO IT
BECAUSE I NEED YOU

I hate what I've become
I hate how much we loved
Because it ruined me
And I'll always love you
And I know you will too
SO WHY ARE WE DOING THIS?!
I haven't a clue

Love is so cosmicly terrifying

HA!
I've colored my hair
Perfect elegance
I promised I'd never ruin
But we all break
Promises, I mean

Would you like me to define
The word forever?
I'll frame it for you
So you constantly see

That you broke your promise...
Your promise to me

And for now
We'll glide along

We'll ride the wind
And hum a song

But when the wind stops?
When the tune is done?
What will keep us up?
What if there's a storm?

Questions my love
Surround our lives
We're floating along
I hope we survive

I've decided

I'm in love
    with beauty

I can't read
Any words but my own
I don't want to follow
Any moves but my own
But I am numb
Numb all over
Because I hurt so much
But I can't feel it
Nothing at all
Just my clouded head
And aching stomach
My stinging eyes
Dry from the tears
My love, oh sweet love...
I'm thankful for our years

Why
  can't you see I'm there?
Why
  don't you answer me?

I wonder if you're busy
Answering her instead

Isn't it amazing
How your mind rules your body
So much so
That your simple thoughts
Can make you feel sick?

I want to scream at you
But when I look at you
I love you