It was real
And you got scared
But I'd hold you hand
If you'd hold my gaze.
Days and days
   they go by
Sit and think
   and wonder why.
How I let myself fall so hard
How I let myself believe
How I let myself think
You wouldn't leave.
Ha!
You were a dream
And I was a game.
Don't come back
   But come again.

I've grabbed your necklace
Wrapped it through my fingers
Pulling it
Pulling you
Closer to me.
The metal's cool touch
Sweet to my chest
That usually sits on yours
Gives me a shock.
Doesn't shock me awake
Just shocks me deeper
Making all of me
Invest in the sensation
In every sensation
You're giving me.
Your necklace.
Cool to the touch
Light to the soul.
Making me want more
Which you give me.
All it takes
Is a grab of your necklace
Pulling us down
Even deeper than before.

And now I ask you
To fade away
Into a distant memory
Making me question
If we were
ever
      even
             real

You don't care.
I've always been a game.
You had your fun
Because you won
And now you don't want to play again.

And here I sit.
Puzzle disassembled,
My pieces scattered.
I'm waiting for you
To come back.
To come play again.
Please come back...
I'll let you win

When I think of your face
Of that face that you make
Of the face you make
Between kisses we take
It sends me a shock
A shock down my body
Electric love
Gives me shivers and shakes

I wish you lived here
In the moment
With me