Do you ever want to vanish?
Into oblivion
You never been born
Then you notice
No tears
No heartbreaks
No chaos
No one's gonna miss
Because you never give them bliss
You never shake
Their feelings
You aren't George Bailey
Knowing your existence is just as dust in the universe
You are irrelevant

I dive too deep
To swim to the surface
I barely breath
Yet I crave for more
I crave for the water to fill in my lungs
My mouth and my body
I don't even notice that I've already drown

The vast of sea makes me forget who I am
But it never forgets who it is
The bluest water I've ever seen
It draws me in
And I fell
Believing that someday it loves me back
Then the waves come
Sweep me away to the never ending ocean

Now I realize what a fool I am
To believe that someday I could live under water
That someday I could breath in the water
And be the queen of the ocean

I'm lost
No one to guide me home
The water I'm in love with is an ocean that I won't conquer

I hate the feeling of waiting
Feels so far away when it's close
The heart pumping
The restless feeling
I just need the clock to point toward 5

This is for the hopeless, the broken, the Robin Williams(es), and the fighter
Just cry out
And say it out loud
There's always someone who support you
And put you through
The world is bad
But there's still somebody who pat you on the back
Just say the word if you need hand
And we will be there

The sky is burst with colors
Showing the vortex of heaven

The sunflowers are dead
Before she showed you how to catch

The meadows look divine
When the wind brushes the tip of peonies

Your face is wrinkles
From your never ending war with your madness

The church is only a place where you speak your grace
Before you gave it the meaning of your painting

I think your beautiful mind can never be defined
For people will never see who we really are

Love is beautiful
If you know how to pull
Love is certainty
If you live in silver screen

Sadly this is reality
Love is mean
First everything is pretty
Wait until it gets messy

I don't want to believe it
When all I see is bickering and fighting
When you don't fall and I do
And all I get is bruise

Love hurts
But it has its perks
If he is the one
But what if he doesn't think you are?

Love is impossible in this world
Where guys are less than girls
And guys think girls need pearls