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1.0k · Mar 2016
Denial
Brian Thar Mar 2016
I thought I knew
How the life should be
I thought I knew
Where it's leading me

The way you looked at me
The way you changed me
Made my mind go free
And just because I met you
All the things I knew
Started to look as new

I thought I knew
That love is pain
I thought I knew
That there is no gain

The way you looked at me
The way you changed me
Made my heart shout in glee
I don't need to get too smart
To realize that it might tear me apart
But I love that pure feeling in my heart

I thought I knew
That solitude is inevitable
I thought I knew
That it is highly veritable

The way you took me
The way you shook me
Now I'll never get free
This long and deep trance
Will never give me a chance
To be alone on my own dance

Now I know
How stupid I was
Now I know
How to win in draws
Now I know
What was the cause
Which led me in all these flaws

Denial that love is real
Denial that love can heal
Denial that heart can feel

Thank you for showing me
How the life can be

Thank you for loving me
As I was meant to be
892 · Feb 2016
Grime 'n' Slime
Brian Thar Feb 2016
We are loosing too much time
As we keep doing our crime
Can you find me more reasons,
Not to give up against these demons?

Love, but it looks like grime

We are loosing too much time
And nobody gonna give us a dime
Can you find me more reasons,
To go through all these seasons?

Love, but it feels like sinking in slime
530 · Mar 2016
Love Land
Brian Thar Mar 2016
Let's come together
All you want is amity
Let's come together
Being apart is calamity
Let's come together
Where is no bad weather...

You make me smile
I make you laugh
You make me cry
I make you fall apart

Let's come together
All I wish fits in your eyes
Let's come together
There will be no more lies
Let's come together
Where is no bad weather...

We have done some mistakes
After I promised you felicity
We had some heart aches
We just needed more simplicity..

You pulled out suture
From my bleeding heart
After the end of our future
Why it can't be a new start?

Let's come together
Please take my hand
Let's come together
There is our love land
Let's come together
Where is no bad weather...
503 · Mar 2016
Through the Dark Jungle
Brian Thar Mar 2016
Through the dark jungle of pain
I walk over the broken hearts and souls
My eyes are dark as tar
My face is covered by ***** promises
I'm your love, I'm your desire

You want my cold heart
You want my black soul

Through the endless road to hell
I walk over the forgoten feelings and affections
My eyes are red as blood
My face is covered by filthy lies
I'm your love, I'm your desire

You want my cold heart
You want my black soul
364 · Mar 2016
Our Mind's Regime
Brian Thar Mar 2016
Imagine life do not exist
And there is no twist
Imagine love and pain
As there is no blain

Imagine life is just a dream
As it's just our mind's regime
Imagine you, imagine me
As a fraction in the endless sea

Imagine we can't escape
As it's just another self-****
Imagine we can't die
But we're all here to defy
351 · Mar 2016
The Merchant
Brian Thar Mar 2016
In a contemporary nature
There is a merchant
Absolute dealer himself
Who with conviction preaches
Even affections are on sale

Then how his solitude
Is so hard to escape?
To diminish desolation
Remember buying and selling
Isn't always the same
327 · Aug 2017
Mortal Sin
Brian Thar Aug 2017
I waited too long
... kiss
I begged so strong
... ***
Nothing gonna change
... love
It still feel so strange
... Death

Born with the sin
Taken away with the bless

Come closer
... Death
Be my composer
... love
I'm gonna dive in
... ***
Condone my mortal sin
... kiss
269 · Aug 2017
Open and Wise
Brian Thar Aug 2017
She expected
...not much
She asked
...only for one touch

Take a look
...at her eyes
Like a book
...open and wise

Touch her *******
Smell her neck
Kiss her lips
Bite her ear

Do it now
Yes,
You know how...

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