The shadows come and consume me in the day time. Not a cloud in the sky but I seem to be in the dark again. I want to find the light but I know that I wont be able to. You were leading me out  but that was the day that you kissed me goodbye and it all went dark.

You think you know yourself, then you look in the mirror and its someone else staring back at you.

Love who you want to,
Love not who you don't.
Love them on your own terms

In the darkness of the room, I wait and have been waiting; I want and need to see your face one more time. Your sweater is losing the smell of you. I cant see you in my mine anymore I am losing you slowly and I want to go back to that day and tell you I love you one last time. I wish I could have stopped time, the minute before you were going to let go of me.
I went to see you today. I came hoping I would feel you with me one last time. I wish I had held onto you longer that day, kissed you a little longer. So I would still have you here. Weeks have pasted since you left me, as I sat next to you the rain started to fall with my tears as they fell down my face. I scream but no one heard me, I am so mad at you that I can no longer touch you or see your baby blue eyes, I want you with me so bad that I would take my own life to be with you, just then I felt it and a warm feeling around me, just then I saw you sitting with me. I saw your smile and heard your voice say “I love you” and I feel at peace.

I feel as if I am fading.
The wind no longer makes me cold; the sun doesn’t make my skin warm.
I have lost all sense of myself.
I look to the moon and see nothing it used to make me feel safe but know I feel nothing as if I am empty.
Alone in the dark.