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Brian T Baker Apr 2013
Applaud the police,
sure, okay, a job
done well, it seems,
in a time quite
turbulent, for sure.

Feel pride in your city,
yes, I get that too.
I still rep mine, strong,
even after I left her.

But, at the risk of being
a **** joy and coming off
anti-something-or-other

I feel as... angry?  No,
disappointed... as I did
when "we got Bin Laden."

Death.  No, ******,
in any name, is not
cause for celebration.

Somber reflection,
consideration, and
resolve to improve
our human community

That's what, I feel, should be,
in our collective mind... but,
instead, I feel the frenzy of
American relief... something
I can understand, even if I
tend to disagree...
I guess I have mixed feelings anytime an emotional (American) public takes to the streets in celebration over a "terrorist's" death... Even if everything we've read/seen is true (and I'm not saying it's not) I don't think a party cued by death is appropriate...

But, I recognize there can be / probably are other reasons... congratulations police. A collective sigh of relief.  The return of safety to your city...

.... but where is the lesson? Will we learn to love better and heal our community?  Or will this give rise to new paranoia and further tyranny?

... I guess we'll see.
Brian T Baker Apr 2013
NB
I gave him a name
NB
Because it's everything Negative aBout me

#NegativeHypothetical
Idea:
You create more resistance than there really is.


Now what exactly does that mean?


Think about your
greatest goal
grandest dream
And can you tell me

Everything that could potentially go wrong
All the reasons why you don't do it
Your probabilities of failure + humiliation
And all the pain that would bring?

… probably.

But, now
can you
tell me:

The last three good things
that happened to you this week?
Doesn't need to be large,
just enough to make you smile.

I reckon
or at least
I know
when it comes to me

I can tell you the former
over the latter
much more
easily.


And isn't that a shame?

That NB
found a way to monopolize
my thoughts
and thus, my reality.

That was until I gave him a name
And decided to do away with
Western paranoia.  Because
we all hear "voices" in our head,

and I think that embracing those
ideas and showing them some
attention… rather than burying
them with a doubtful "that's stupid,"

is the path to lightening up
and letting go of negativity.

A good first step in cultivating
peace. And managing reality.
Wrote this one after a helpful shower, where I found the first stanza; although I did name him a long time ago… I think writing a poem a day is a good practice for me -- so I'll try that… And for right now, NB/negativity is a pretty good theme for me to explore…
Brian T Baker Apr 2013
Remember, you are never as good as you think you are.
You are, at best, human.
And being human, at this phase in your incarnation, is,
indeed, the best you can do.

Stop worrying about others
And making comparisons and worrying about what they
may or may not think about
you.  You are capable of right and wrong, good and bad.

But you are neither.
You are status.
Ever changing and
effected by everything.

And guess what.
That's 'normal.'
At least in the sense
that everyone else is
exactly the same way,
weather they choose
to be aware of that
or not.
Reflecting on things not being the way I expected... just days away from starting a new chapter, and taking a break from filmmaking... Giving myself a pep-talk; trying to remember that as much as I want and mostly enjoy certain things, that they're not what's really important… and that the only thing I can control is my attitude.
Brian T Baker Mar 2013
For everything we think we know
     and let's use some
     of those fancy words:
     key demographics, target audiences, potential consumers,
     strategies, theories, 3 I's, 4 P's, 4 C's,
     consultants, coordinators, directors, decision makers,
     sizes, scopes, negotiations, deliverable.
Remember when we first knew
     there was and hopefully remains
     a real reason why we went this way...

                         ... and weather or not you remember, or even realize that
                         reason is real; you can do yourself service.  Just watch your
                         brush-fire breath take form, and your river's senses flow.
                         Do this instead of learning what you think you need to know.
3/18/13:  Going through some dramatic changes in my life; having some trouble coping as this next season takes shape and the day-to-day stresses are often overwhelming... I think back to why I've made choices I've made, and the methods I've employed to attempt "success"... As I wander onto another new path, departing one that I had great stock and longevity in, I find myself trying to remember a truth so... so intrinsic, that the 5-year-old promised he'd always remember...
Brian T Baker Feb 2013
A warrior does not live
          solely to battle,

(that, if anything, is only 20% of his time)

He spends most his days
    training a strong body.
Cultivating mind of clarity
    filling spirit with peace.

And the more
the warrior can
do for others,
           the more
the warrior can
live ready for,
           The once-in-a-lifetime moments
           the unforeseen battles.
Written on 1/13/13 while on vacation in Sisters, OR.  Took a moment to reflect on myself and what I think a "warrior's spirit" is.
Brian T Baker Sep 2012
oftentimes
all you will have
is your own
perseverance

it is in these times
you must
remember
to be thankful

if you have it
you will continue
to climb
and find.

if you don't
then you still
must be grateful,
fore the path
you are
bound to
is learning.
Written on 9/14/12... just a little something that came to me.
Brian T Baker Apr 2012
Examine your thoughts
And find the things that bring you happiness
Then Examine What You Do
Your job, friendships, family, and dating
Do These Things Align?

If yes, precede.
If no, Reset.
I wrote this up after watching a promo for "The Pitch" a new reality show on AMC. ( http://bit.ly/HTHv4A )

To me, this teaser embodies key flaw's in the current human paradigm: namely, a miserable, perpetual competition that no one truly enjoys or benefits from.  And all in the name of "rewards" that lack true value.

I'm a working media professional, but I have no interest in contributing to this obsolete machine.  There's a better way to produce content -- empowering media that illuminates unknown ideas.

Brian T. Baker
www.Collective47.com

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