I've been alone for so long
lost in the sound of rain
carried away by thoughts
of my most recent decay
looking into my own eyes
to see nothing at all

i stare at a blank page
filled with words
without meaning
or feeling
all just meaningless marks
on a blank piece of paper
when i see myself in the mirror
i see no reflection
just me without
a feeling
a care
but all the worry
for any man to carry
i have an invisible load
piles of bricks on my back
full of no
meaning
or feeling
weighted down by nothing
but still something