My best friend wishes to never see me again
My words are scary
It scares em
Heart beating on me
Suddenly almost got in trouble
She hates me
But she's not understanding right now
She wouldn't let me explain
Dang it
On my worst behavior
I just got a call saying that to never see her again
But that's just injustice
I can't express myself
My rights have been taken away
Im loosing friends right now
Hate how my life is happening like this
If I were to go back to the past
I would fix those mistakes
To think about it
Not really sure how to forgive and forget

Now that I am off to college

It is the first day of school

I have money that I need to handle

I felt so alone

Those days I can't breathe

Nor lessen my worries

No one is helping

My mom worries me too much

There's no more free education

I am in hell

How am I suppose to pay for college?

Even though it seems too much

I would always feel sick

Of these responsibilities

So sick of these responsibilities

I once never expected life to be this hard

Education is just too important

My dreams may not exist

Money cannot be found

No one is helping

They just think of themselves

Barely have food to survive

I felt so alone

There was pain in my chest

Who know where I'm at

Death will await for me soon

I always wish for The American Dream

But it is not guaranteed

I work to have a life

I don't like haters ******* up my life

It is only matter of time that I have left

For my education

And to live

Long Live my life

Life is full of anger, hatred, pain
Let me tell you about myself
I am not scared to die
Been through so much tragedy sometimes I wanna be in the sky
I know how it feels to fly
Wonder how it feels to be in heaven
My mama believes I am Ignorant
For not thinking about Loans
No one told me life would be this way
And I never thought I would get this far
My life is hell
They say I should don’t worry
But why do I worry so much?
I cannot even get any relaxation
Money has to be everything
Every night I have nightmares about college in hell
No sense in success
Sometimes I feel like
FML

Money is everything

Money is power

Money changes one person’s life around

Money is hard to find

Money makes us rich

Money is what we have to work hard for

Money is what makes us exist still

Money is the main key

Money is the prize for success

Money is never easy to obtain

I did all of this work with extra help

I am not scared to fail

How could life be so tortured?

It’s like the lord wants us to push ourselves

Then there comes College

Money is everything

Got my parents who depend on me

I just cannot give up at all

Even though I always feel like giving up

No one said It would be easy

You just see how much pain I received

I said “ The pain makes me wanna die”

But I don’t think that is necessary

We all suffer a lot

By way of handling life,

It is to find a way to handle this pain

Water’s are falling everyday from these eyes

Men are not suppose to cry

But that’s how we care about  being successful

To succeed is to survive in many obstacles