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Feb 2018 · 96
my trashed heart
broiyendo Feb 2018
you- you're someone i love

i love you so passionately

as i hide my feelings and smile

because your smile spreads joy.



i know that you're getting annoyed.

maybe it's because i want to talk,

talk to you every single day of my life,

with the time that we are together.



it might be such a simple concept,

for someone that's just friends,

but that- it's so hard now.

and we slowly, as a monotone, drift apart.



you have not noticed that yet, have you?

when you're with many people, i start

to think that you're less approachable.

of course i shouldn't think like that right?



but you made me think like that.

ever since that one time you asked me.

i didn't want to control your freedom,

and i wanted you to be filled with joy.



however, ever since then, i felt like

we didn't have a significant meaning.
to my ex-lover
Feb 2018 · 91
lone english love
broiyendo Feb 2018
i have finally realized
how it felt to be you
through annoyance
karma, was it like that?
but what did i ever do
to deserve these?
were it not you who hurt me?
passive-aggressiveness?
why was the concept
of "friendship" complex
to your **** brain
and you did not feel
do you have any idea
on how much i hated it?
how i almost cried
especially on the day i last saw you
because you never cared for me
and i have learned your values.
to the one that departed away
Oct 2016 · 369
the stars - bdo
broiyendo Oct 2016
do you see these stars every night?
each of them have their own light,
with different stories they told,
they might be pretty bold.

these stars are sparkling bright,
however, amidst the night light
are the clouds trying to block your way,
trying to take over the stars.

the stars all have their own tale,
however not all shine so brightly,
because these stars may become pale,
or they fade so quickly and easily,

but watch these stars.
one day, all of them
will be like the shining aurora borealis
on a winter solstice,

but don't vanish your colors so easily.
it will not definitely be easy to go
in the path of shining stars,
where everyone competes.

the colored stars shine bright
because of how colorful they are
but don't let that take you,
you'll shine bright too.

and you'll be part of them
if you'll be able to shine brightly
despite the difficulties,
you'll still stand out with everyone.

you'll be something to remember,
even though it was for a few seconds
in someone's life, as long as you
shined, it does matter.

this is a letter from me to you;
the stars may not have anything for you,
but if you think deep inside your heart,
those stars represent you.

well, not only you, but everything.
your precious memories,
your family and friends,
and everything that matters to you.

you know when you keep making mistakes?
remember, those mistakes helped you.
they helped you in shaping your star,
and helped you be who you are today.

the stars are scattered,
something like what a baby mess scattered,
but they shine in the glorious night sky.
do you see these stars?
i like the starry night and i wish that our hearts could collide as one.

— The End —