I’m afraid that I will always love you
You will never know how much
You have done nothing but hurt me
and yet I’ve begun to think about you again
A constant murmur in my head saying
“I wish things were different”
“Will you come back”
Once upon a time you were my everything
but now the only consistent thing about you is the way you never leave my mind.
Half of me hopes you never come back, the other wishes you never left.