What the **** am I thinking
I must not 'cause look at what I'm doing
I just have a knack for ruining things
Especially the ones that mean the most

Are you going to be here when I come home
Or will you leave me again, will I be alone

No more you, no more me
All this has me question reality
Sure these things all feel real
But what you're saying just can't be true
Granted that it's only a matter of time
Before I'm useless to you and your existence

What the **** am I thinking
I must not 'cause look at what I'm doing
I just have a knack for ruining things
Especially the ones that mean the most

Are you going to be here when I come home
Or will you leave me again, will I be alone

I constantly sing about my heart breaking
I truly wish I could stop how you feel
How you think the answers a bullet or rope
Baby just have a little hope
No harm will ever come your way
Not today or any other day

There will never be a time in which you fall
That I won't catch you and stand you up tall

What the **** am I thinking
I must not 'cause look at what I'm doing
I just have a knack for ruining things
Especially the ones that mean the most

Are you going to be here when I come home
Or will you leave me again, will I be alone

I can't take this pain anymore
Just come back and run into my arms
They won't ever let you go again
That's a promise I intend to keep
Because no matter what I ever love
None of it will come close to you

Hey, the town is quite dark tonight
Can someone please turn on a light
All the lights are on you say
Then it must be my mood that has gone away

The pain will never disappear
Just like how you won't return here
It's become an empty place
With just one returning face
Oh it's become dark and incomplete
Like how I've become quiet and discreet

I've come back too many times
As if I want to witness your crimes
Sometimes I just miss you being my friend
That was the hardest thing I witnessed end

The pain will never disappear
Just like how you won't return here
It's become an empty place
With just one returning face
Oh it's become dark and incomplete
Like how I've become quiet and discreet

No longer do I want to look down
No longer do I want to frown
I can't help it though
'Cause I don't know where to go

It seems everything special turns to dust
As questions asked make my brain bust
So I plead God to answer me
With my final plea

Here I stand at the crossroads
Unsure of which way to turn
It seems like a familiar question
Of which bridge to burn
Do I stay and support like promised
Or do I leave and watch my heart churn

So as bombs drop and heads lift
I do my best to not cause a riff
Staying may be harder then I thought
But I won't leave you alone to rot

Time and pain will pass
One day you'll ask
What'd I lose and what'd I win
Was giving me up a prayer or was it a sin

Here I stand at the crossroads
Unsure of which way to turn
It seems like a familiar question
Of which bridge to burn
Do I stay and support like I promised
Or do I leave and watch my heart churn

Hey, this is a letter
To all those who think they know better
So pay attention to every detail

Here we go, bring everything you own
Let's see if matches up to the throne
I built up my castle very high
Into space so hey **** the sky
I have no limit I can go higher
All without having to get flyer
I don't proper clothes or the right steez
I got what I need and life's a breeze

Now just cause you're buff
That doesn't mean you're tough
Stop hiding behind a computer screen
And let us see if you know how to get mean
*******, cause your opinion doesn't matter
They're like ******* and everyone's got one

Boom, here is your chance at a new start
Maybe this time be conscious and have a heart
So you don't ******* the people in your life
Cause one day, it'll get you into a strife
Think before you speak
And don't single out the weak

I went ahead and let it out
Now you're here with that pout
So turn that frown upside down
And go out and enjoy the town
This may be the only time
To redeem your ****** crime
Drop it and let it all go
Stop trying to disrupt the flow

You found me when my life was off track
You took my hand and brought me back
Without knowing you had my heart
And we got off to a fresh, brand new start

I get a silly little feeling
Every time we touch
We kiss to start the healing
Of how I missed you so much

I always planned on forever
You and I simply together
You're all I need on this earth
You can have all you want no matter its worth

It's quite a simple little thing
Baby you are my everything

I get a silly little feeling
Every time we touch
We kiss to start the healing
Of how I missed you so much

When together I forget to breathe
In my mind your face is all that can prevail
Cause when together I never wanna leave
A simple breath is all I can inhale

A treacherous path lay ahead
With you next me, everything else is dead

I get a silly little feeling called love
From the moment our hands touch
And I know you were sent from above
Cause oh I love you so ******* much

Common!

I'm getting sick and tired
Stay up all night, go to school wired
Now just shut the **** up and shut your trap!
I don't wanna hear about your ******* crap!

Here we go again down this road
This path here is getting pretty old
These problems are always on repeat
No victory in sight, just defeat
Let's grow up and forget them all
Cause one day we'll stand and they'll fall

For so long they dominated the game
With no thought on the preys face or name
Don't fear me, cause I'm just a speck!
Fear those whose lives you wreck!

So stop and you should listen
Cause the time has come
So maybe you should run
Cause it's your turn, for your blood to glisten

Here we go again down this road
This path here is getting pretty old
These problems are always on repeat
Now that victory's in sight, not defeat
Let's grow up and forget them all
Cause one day we'll stand and they'll fall

Sometimes I get a feeling
That the walls are closing in
Look around me and there isn't a way out
The light above starts to dim and shrink

Escape doesn't seem to be in my future
Death seems to just be on my doorstep
Then it all disappears in a flash
Like nothing ever happened

Cross paths with someone you hate!
Kick their ***, it was always in their fate
Give someone what they deserve
I'm no cop, but I'm here to protect and serve!

Let's go!

Escape doesn't seem to be in my future
Death seems to just be on my doorstep
Then it all disappears in a flash
Like nothing ever happened

Breakaway, from the status quo
Stray off, the beaten path below
Hear and see me now
Am I still that disrespectful clown?

Escape! From this god awful place
Escape! Live life at a new pace
Escape! Just ******* escape!