I enter a world of the unknown
A place where feelings can't be told or shown
It seems everything is black and white
Can't see a thing, there is no light
It's all a realm of uncertainty and blame
Where everyone goes by the same name
Guilt.
Where it weighs so heavy it could tilt the world
Nobody counts, as days go by
No one stops, and says hi
A world so cold, full of hate and pain
Constant cloud, never to rain
Even if you wanted, you could never step out of line
Running away always seems so far away
Keep walking never able to rest or lay
Wishing I never lied about being fine
It's all a realm of uncertainty and blame
Where everyone goes by the same name
Guilt.
Where it weighs so heavy it could tilt the world
My life turned out to be so ******
Still regret not running away to New York City
I could be in a fancy new place
Not living at a turtle's pace
I wish I could fine a door
Leading to anywhere but here
If you listen closely you can tell
That this I'm by myself, my own personal hell.
Copyright; Bret Desrochers