I'm so upset
I can't explain in words
how I feel
your ignorance
my confidence
is so unreal
the things you said
spin in my head
these wounds will never heal
I'm not ashamed to admit
Sometimes I cry

My friend told me I built a wall
and that it's ten feet tall
asked me why I don't express my feelings
and to be honest
I don't know at all

I was on the couch
watching TV
then he came downstairs
and sat next to me
my parents were outside
fixing a car
my brothers upstairs
probably doing drugs
he looked harmless
blue eyes and blond hair
I was a child
I really didn't care
but at the moment
I felt the tension in the air
I looked at him
and got caught
in his crazy eyed stare
he moved closer
I got scared
he wrapped his arms around me
and started groping me everywhere
I said please stop
he said shut up little *****
"you know you like it"
closed my eyes
and wished i wasn't there
started crying then he got scared
He got up, looked, and walked away
I didn't know what to say
after that day
I never saw him again
didn't tell anyone
kept it all within
I just wonder if he
ever thought of me again
and how much he
****** up my life
in the end

Please don't hurt me
its happened so many times before
I'm falling hard for you
I want to stop
before I hit the floor
I wish I could grow wings and soar
far away from heartache
because I can't take this no more

Love*
I'm starting to think you're not real
because you are something I do not feel
people say you're everywhere
but I can't find you
then I try to let you come to me
but you take to long to

Here I am all alone
the ocean stole my soul
here I am going insane
losing all myself control
didn't think twice
it's my fault to blame
for where I am now
giving up
I'm so ashamed
I don't know what to do
right now..
Losing myself with every breathe I take
can't figure this place out
watching the waves eat me alive
please someone
save me, save me
HELP ME OUT!
I've gone OVERBOARD!