I already let myself down
and didn't keep up to
my resolution

tears stream down my face
"do you know how beautiful you are?"
why compliment me
when you have me pinned on the crowd?
you finish and you hold me
kissing my forehead so delicately
you kissed me goodnight when you dropped me off but it was so gentle
and sweet
yet I wonder why I can't get over you

I have gotten to a point
where I don't think I even deserve
*love

I did exactly
what I said I wouldn't do